LoVe Is UnPrEdIcTaBLe

Migraine

2009-10-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

I cried today.. I couldnt get up... My eyes couldnt see clearly.. I couldnt open my eyes...
My brains are bursting, Everything is too bright for my eyes.. I dunno what is happening to me..
I called my mum, she didnt pick up.. I am scared and I was alone at home.. I couldnt get up..
I felt really sick.. I drank water and ate bread.. but I vomited everything out.. I felt cold and life-less..I am shivering.. I thought I am dying.... I dunno what to do.. I am so sick...I am waiting for someone to get me to the hospital, I was thinking of ending my life.. I am suffering... I am stress about my work too.. I had so much to do and yet I can't do anything... I have to cry to sleep... I was so scared... no one is there to help me...

My father came back.. ask me to get up.. he cooked porridge for me.. I ate it accompanied with light soya sauce.. I felt really sick... I waited for my mum to come back and bring me to see the doctor...
I described what I felt the whole day.. and he said I had Migraine... its a kind of headache which could affect your daily life.. up till now there are nothing to cure it.. but to stop the pain by sleeping.. and eating panadol.. I am sad... I am scared... The doc ask me to sleep and rest more.. that is the best solution, but I dont have the time for this...

I feel like crying every now and den... but I cant.. I am all stress up.. I couldnt stress myself anymore... I try my best... I am putting effort.. I am trying to stay healthy and good.. Please dont come back to me..

:(
Jia Jia

OMG, UNI!

2009-10-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

Omg.
Today is a really super ultra tiring day! I SLEPT IN LECTURE FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! FROM 11PM-4.40PM, only wake up during a few breaks and when I nod myself up! omg.

I totally didnt listen to class. It was so boring..
The class is starting to get more and more stress. Today's just the start of a new module, and by this friday, I must do the following:

1: Find 2 webpages and do a 5 page report by this friday!
2: Read the book "why we buy" and do a 5 page report by this thursday 5pm!
3: Finish the chapter 1-4 quizzes by friday 11.59PM!

OMGGGGGG!! and I took a cab down to orchard just nw with my sis just to find this stupid book! "WHY WE BUY" and they are all OUT OF STOCK! HAIZ. we ran to the 3 book store and they are all out of stock. omg la. Dunno wad to do. die on thursday.. :((((((((((
STRESS STRESS STRESS! and i am still in a holiday mood!

Professor Clyde scold all of us today! :( we must buck up man! JIA YOU!

Having lessons at 2-5pm tml... tutorial... mmm hope it will turn out fine with my group.. :(

Soon Ping, Lolo and HH is gg in for army soon.. Lolo's gg in on wed, hh and sp on thurs..
Hope they will take care of themselves and have fun while they can ;)
haha. GOODLUCK u 3!

I will say goodluck to myself too. I think I will end up crying :( stress out... so many things are stressing me out! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I wanna be mentally strong!
Jia Jia

Lantern Festival 09

2009-10-03T22:24:00.007+08:00

HELLO! supper happy for my friend!
CONGRATS FOR HAVING A GIRLFRIEND! :DDD

^^ its a really happy thing to see my friend having a girlfriend, really happy for him! :D

today's lantern's festival! HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL EVERYONE! :D

just got home from my ex-company's event. had fun, saw the ppl i wanted to see. So HAPPY! :D
played 2 bowling match, haha got 2nd. i was really lousy.. :( guess should brush up my skills soon. :)

Celebrating meisy's birthday tml ^^
gonna help my mum before gg to meet her :)

Here's some pictures for today's event :D

Above: lee lian's playing, her team got 3rd for this event :D
Below: HQ team won the 1st prize for Cheerleading! :D

Above: Me, Auntie Ho and Irene :)

Above: The lantern and me :S

Chang Er and Yu Tu, Happy lantern's festival!
~Jia Jia

Happy Birthday Mummy!

2009-10-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :))))
Love you forever! MUACKS!

hehe. today's my mama's birthday. think I am not gg to school tml :) hehe
she's till gonna work at her stall tml. :( think i'll go down to take a look or smtg :)
help her lessen her work load and also accompany her! :D

we've bought a new hp for her, and she likes it ;) yay! haha
guess we'll buy a birthday cake for her and maybe i'll cook! :D have lots of things to do tml yeah.
Maybe visit NTUC and buy the food i wanna cook. will be wooppie delicious! Schmack! Wunderbar!

I guess I dun have the chance to watch Fame with anyone :(
I wanna watch movie badly :(
Still doing my project nw.. :(

wish today will be a really happy day! :D cause its my mama's birthday! ^^

Loves my mama a lot!
~Jia Jia

I am free today!

2009-10-01T12:42:00.003+08:00

I am so free today! :(
Anyone wanna go out??
haha
Think i'll stay at home and rot today :(
though I feel like gg out so much :(

How?? I really hate this feeling :((
Can somebody make me happy??:(

Lonely
Jia Jia

2009-09-30T01:00:00.003+08:00

Anyone wanna watch FAME?
heard its really nice.
My 2 best friends are watching with their BFs.. haiz.
i think i'll watch alone or find somebody to pei me.

I was wondering, has anyone actually treated me as a girl?
I mean really. I am a girl, yet i was not treated like one.
dunno wad to say anymore.. felt upset.
do you know how a girl feels? bet not. if you are not a girl.
[ *which means you are a guy :) ]

so guys, how will you treat a girl? tell me? cause i am really envious on them.
girls who are treated like girls by guys.
what kind of girls do u ppl like? pretty? skinny, nice and sweet, petite, tall, bright and bubbly.
haha which kind?
ya. you may find it funny or weird. but this is the truth that I have seen for myself.
neither sweet nor pretty, bright or tall, bubbly or sweet and I think I am a worse nightmare for a guy. HA. thats why. I dun have a boyfriend till now :D
Singlehood rocks but sucks as well. :S

think It's a little late, and I cant focus on my project. Fought a little and think I am a bit hay-wired now. brain dead....................................

*can really see the difference when you like a girl and treat her really nice. ;)

things that makes me OoO
~Jia Jia

F1 race

2009-09-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

I needed someone accompany to feel the F1 fever.
I know i am really slow on this F1 thing.. but this is my 1st time...I wanna feel the
car engine of the race! cause I was not in Singapore last year for the race! :(

I think i will be happy just by sitting outside the area to hear the sound of the racing cars.
My heart will race with the VOOM! so noisy yet so exciting. :)

Just felt that sometimes Simple is so beautiful. :) I am glad that sometimes my life is sort of simple.
But I would like some nice flavors to it. ;)

Went to bishan park with peiru and cia. felt contented though my body aches. :)
Happy but tired. :S

Projects are running hot on my heels. Started to feel the heat. I am racing against time.
Its late now, brain dead soon :(

Always sian and boring
~Jia Jia

Ordinary me

2009-08-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ordinary.
That is the word to describe myself.

No one would ever put their focus on me. I am too ordinary.
It is plain and simple, without a sprinkle of taste.
The colors of my world is Grey, Black and White. Sometimes with my favorite color Yellow.

What is Ordinary to me?

A person that is normal, just like an ordinary object.
What the person's life ahead was all normal and simple nothing really exciting and fun, no one would admire, no direction and no comments.
Just following what you are being told to do. Accept what you are given. Follow others' wishes.
Emotions that you have is an ordinary face, without an expression. Be happy, sad, angry.. whenever you need these expression.
Friends may think that you are person where whenever they need someone,they can come to you..
but whenever she needs someone, she found no one.
Being ordinary can be a kind of happiness. Cause, someone outside may have much more unfortunate things happening to them than you do.
Being ordinary can be sad cause no one knows that you need someone to be there.. and that you would like your life to be more interesting and colorful.

This ordinary girl Sometimes wish that there could be something extraordinary happening.
Like having Super Powers? Being the princess in the story books. ha..
She continue to dream on everyday. How she wishes she can be extraordinary? Different from others.
How can she be someone to be noticed of? How can she be someone surrounded by many friends who loved her.
How can her friends treats her just like a girl and a friend who they will perform their promises. How can she be more blissful and fortunate to have everything she needed emotionally by her side...
How is a word that is so easy to say.. but difficult to execute and realise...
How are you going to do that? Is the problem faced.

All she wants is simple. She just hope that there are less of rejections and uncompromises.
She just wanna meet her friends to have fun, and not be upset by someother things. She wants to be Happy..
She wants to leave a happy impression in their friend's minds...instead of a unhappy face...She wanna be part of their lives so much, but no one noes.
She dun wanna be alone.. she wan someone to care.. and understand and to accompany.. which seem so difficult.
She wants to have more life. A more colorful one... She hopes for these... but will these be fulfilled?
Is it really difficult to actually hope these are being fulffilled?..
they have their own lifes and friends too..they cant surround you.... you cant hold on to them..
the best maybe to let go.. and let your hopes go away too..
you are hoping for too much.. this is the word for you.
you will never fulfil it.. no one will help you..
even they read this, they will maybe treat it as, its your rantings again.. no point saying it. we haven talked like for months. I dun know who u are anymore.

She is still the same.. but just a lot more of unhappy things happened to her that buried her smile and happiness and told no one other than her true pals.
No one is willing to uncover her trueself.. no is dares to.

Once I read a book, it enlightens me at that you should be happy everyday.
Live your life to the fullest, believe in yourself and Smile, be Happy.
That is what you should do, to actually take things easier...and of course make yourself happy, with or without your friends and family. Time will pass whether you are happy or sad. So why not choose to be Happy?
At least try your best to be.

Regards,
Jia Jia
A reflection Upon

2009-05-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me.. :) I am 20 now.. starts with a 2...seems so old..the np peeps celebrated my birthday on Saturday. Thank you guys.

Today, my actual birthday was quite a no celebration day.. haha. sad.. i thought i would spend my time with my favourite friends.. but only left with Wj, Kc, Peiru and Alicia to celebrate with me.
Maybe u are wondering.. where are the rest? I dunno too.Promises are broken. Haha. Sad right. Not even a Happy Birthday message was sent.

I guess i shouldnt expect too much. I am not a special person who needs everyone to wish me Happy birthday. Maybe I thought that they are my good friends.. but they are maybe not..
I should learn to let go..They have their own lives to live. I should get busy with my own stuff too.. should I turnmyself into a selfish person too? only when i need someone den i'll call that person. Should I? I should think carefully.

Its always that there are no cakes on my Birthday. Sad. I am satisfied with just a simple Happy Birthday wish.

Maybe i even should feel happier that at least I noe when I am born, and that there are ppl who wish me Happy Birthday and gave me presents. :) really thankful :D haha

everything will be new!
I will be a new person! :) With new resolutions! :) I will overcome the bad and evil! :D Be happy and treasure my Family and some really dear friends! I will try to live my life to the fullest :D
Good Luck to Me! :D

JIA JIA JIA YOU! :D
Loves,
Jia Jia

Emo

2009-04-15T01:28:00.003+08:00

haha. a sudden set back.

I think I am going crazy soon. For the past few months I always have been thinking....

Why should I care about someone who don't care?
Why am I so stupid to still hold on to the past?
Why do I act as if I don't care when I care so much?
Why do I expect from others so much when they are not me ?
Why do I think that people would think the same way as I think?
Why am I such a person where the people I trust most always turns their back on me?
Why am I the one? Why? WHY?

I am so damn sad about many things that I cant even say it. I am really tired about this life I am leading. I felt so Pathetic. It always seems that I am begging someone... It hurts me so much.
I felt that my heart is aching... so much that I just wanna stop.

Sometimes I just wanna go somewhere and cry. But no one was there for me...NO ONE.
if I say it, no one would listen. No one actually tries to be there for me.
No one would actually be there for me.
They always think that the problem lies with me. I am the one who is wrong. Who is unable to communicate and like a stupid fool.

I've been thinking back where i'll always be there for everyone.
But it turns out that no one is there for me in return.
It turns out to be that I should stop doing so as I aint a superwoman.
I cant control what they think, how they feel. I aint God.
I should be more selfish. what my family says may be true. I treats my friends better than my family.
I think I am the one who is zhi zhuo duo qing.
I should just give up. I shouldnt be nice.

Now thinking of these...
Was it just a call for me to wake up from that long sleep? Now I was half awaken.
I am afraid that when I am fully awake, I will turn into another person...dont expect her to be nice..it may seems a little dramatic.. but you will never know what a person can do when she was being hurt so deeply.
A complete stranger may do just fine. No one will get hurt.
Thats the best that I can do to stop getting myself hurt by all the little things they do to hurt me, even when they dont notice..

I can only say that...
Years of friendship is just like sand... You hold it tight in your hands.. but in the end, as time flies, the sand will slip through your fingers...leaving a little left in your palms,that will be your memory.

Everything said by me for myself is sad but true.
I AM NOT PERFECT. NO ONE IS.
So I shouldnt expect the same amount of return I will get back after giving out so much.
Cause no one will be as stupid as me. NO ONE.
So I should WAKE MY BLOODY HELL UP! DAMN!

Change
~Jia Jia~

Rotting

2009-04-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

Was rotting at home these days. :( finally got up and went to run alone in Bishan Park :D
was happy to run alone haaha.

many people that i know should be busy with their own stuffs :I mmmm
Meisy: working
Peiru: working
Alicia: boyfriend and dog
The Np guys: with their own stuff.. dunno wad issit. haha.

Many people's birthday is around the corner...
Decided to make a list of whose birthday is coming :)

Sam Ann's Birthday: 13 April
Wei Jen's Birthday: 16 April
Vernon See's Birthday: 16 April
Soon Ping's Birthday: 18 April
Fu Ping's Birthday: 21 April
Lolenzo's Birthday: 22 April
Peiru's Birthday: 25 April
Ruth's Birthday: 25 April

Aprils' so many people's Birthday Month! HAPPY APRIL BIRTHDAY TO ALL above :D

hope to find a job soon! was up online almost everyday to send resume..hope to have a interview soon! :)

April
~Jia Jia~

Sam Ann's 20th Birthday Celebration

2009-04-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Me, Sam Chionh and Amanda had went for Sam Ann's Birthday Party in Gold Kist East Coast Chalet. :D haha so glad to see Sam Ann! its been a long time since i've seen her. :)
We ate our dinner and had small chat :) good to know she is doing well :)

here's the pictures for her birthday :)

Oscar. Amanda, me and Sam Chionh

Sam Chionh, Sam Ann, Me and Amanda

Wooppie
~Jia Jia~

Ang Family Chalet

2009-04-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

Had a Ang Family Chalet on 10 April 2009. Went straight back home after a day of shitty work in a shitty company. Prepared ourselves for the chalet and here we go! The chalet was super big. It was a huge Bungalow in Changi...Ulu Ulu de.. lucky my cousin drove us there.

It was a Ang Family Chalet because we are under one big umbrella, the children and grandchildren that are from my Ah gong's siblings... coming tgt to have a gathering.. many people went.. some i noe and dont know.. haha my parents would know them though.. but they did went, only me and my 2 sisters. :)

Pictures are right here :)

My cousin Joey and my black sister :D

A picture tgt with the cousins :)

Cousins Faith and Ruth and my sisters

Interactive Games

Ruth, Yi Ling and ME :D

The Big Bungalow Chalet

haha drank quite alot so my face was red like tomatoes...we had quit our jobs and was very happy! :D

HEEEHAAA
~Jia Jia~

Posting Updates :) 2

2009-04-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

Hellooooo.. continue to post my updates :D
Met Fiona, Su Min and Alicia on Monday, 06 April 09.
Intend to go Marina Bay to see the scenery at first, but was raining so heavily when we got there.. :(( so went to Orchard instead :)
Haha. and went shopping and ate our lunch tgt ;)

some pictures :)

Fish Balllleeee TIME :D

~Alle Liebe~
Jia Jia

Posting Updates :)

2009-04-09T00:56:00.001+08:00

Hello all,

Have been doing quite a lot these few days. :) met up with my favourite people :D
haha was happy :)

Met up with Amanda and Vivien on Saturday, 4 April 09. :) Had our dinner in Marina Bay and our chit chat session in Esplanade. :) we had fun :))

DUBLIN!! here i come!

2008-12-04T14:03:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY~
haha. tonight, me, Cat and Salie will take the 10.35pm train to Heidelberg Hbf..
den we will reach there are at 11.35pm... and rot there... waiting for the first bus at 5.05am to Frankfurt Hahn airport....the plane will fly to Ireland-Dublin at 10.10am on friday...and we have to check in around 8.30am...
some complicated procedures! :(

its such a damn horrible thing.... we have to wait soo damn long.. :(
hmms its the cheapest way we have figured out to get there.. so yeah. we have to pay the price! :D

hmms. hopefully we will still be alive jumping and enjoying ourselves for the whole friday!! cus we gonna party! and tour... hmms

yeaps- will update some photos when i am back! :D

*was so sad about todays tax burden paper!! it sucked! gonna get bad grades! :((( SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt slp for more than 24 hrs nw! :(

Peace
Jia Jia

2008-11-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

SHIT! I THINK I AM GROWING FATTER! :(
BOOOOO!! I DUN WAN!! :( MY FACE SEEMS ROUNDER! :(
SIAN! I AM NW IN CLASS STUDYING FOR MACROECONOMICS! :(
BOOO!!! I DUN WAN!! :(

HMMS.. was thinking where to go this friday-sunday... Dresden/Berlin...
both are so far away...:(

my face looked really dead today in class... huge panda eyes...
and boring Tax Burden Class.. really a huge burden to me.. :(

CRY!! HELP ME!!!

~Jia Jia~

Pow wow! :D

2008-11-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

POW WOW CLASS EVENT!
19TH NOVEMBER 08

The pictures are in ascending order! see from bottom till up!
we had a class event. All of us had to present things about our country! :D we had alot of food and alcohol and fun!

Great Work everyone!:D
After the POW WOW in class. we went to the bar near Rob, Mark and Peter's house.. to watch the Football match! Germany VS England.!
results was 1:2
ENGLAND WON!

haha just nice there were the Germans in our class and den the teacher: Mr robin from England. and den us the Singaporeans from the British colonised side, staying in Germany.. we really dunno who to support! HHAA so i supported them both! :D

Have u seen a cigarette machine before? this is one! :D u can choose!

the fish bread that Christian made.. mark says it was not nice! he still finish it! :S

Here's Christian- Catherine's buddy

Oh.. the cute chocolate shoes from Timo

CLASS!!

haha. salie...

yum yum chocolate!

steven

hehe the "pizza" steven gave us to try! nice- onions and bits bacon

the cute Santa chocolates

we are trying to get something nice from the socks!
nice chocolates! :D

oh.. this butter cookie is nice! :D

TIMO!

our teacher from England and us..

Mark, Mr Speth and Nadine

Catherine and me! hehe

Its Kerstin and Nadine's presentation time

Coke, lime and alcohol ( canadian drink from ROB!)

Lukas

ROB

Elodie and Theresa

Slovanian food. Nice! it taste like Ngoh Hiang!

Marek and Matthew

US! presenting our slides

Hmm... Pierrick..

me always moving!! ;(

us! and our food. which cant be seen

Theresa and Elo. the 1st to present

The classssssss

Our food

CLASS

Hamburg trip

2008-11-25T13:08:00.000+08:00

HAMBURG CLASS TRIP! :D
12-16 November 2008

we went to the Airbus tour on our second day in Hamburg and each of us took a picture with the enterance pass. looked funny.

then there are some pictures for the Hamburg tour.. they are all in random order.
some funny pictures! ENJOY!

this picture depicts: human with hands cannot seat here. :D

2008-11-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

PICTURES OF STUTTGART! 7 NOVEMBER 2008

went to the PORSCHE MUSEUM! NICE CARS! :D
stuttgart is a really nice place for shopping!

My thoughts..

2008-08-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

ARGH!
today's Warehousing paper is so tough! omg. i skipped and miss alot of qns! :(( sad.. just hope that i can pass...
hmms some thoughts just came over to my mind...
i am trying to plan my last few outing with the NPCC people.. hope that they will be free.. will send out msges within these few days if possible....yeaps.. it will be my last few outings with u all lehs! so make sure u all come... haiz. just screaming my thoughts over here... though i noe no NP ppl will see.. hahaha!

hmms maybe i am the only one who is still trying and struggling to pull everyone back together...
maybe i am still so immature.. still wanna hold on my believe that we are still good friends like the past...but i noe that everyone has changed...
everyone is so busy nw.. they dun even have the time to have some NP gathering..
.. i dun even expect anyone to come and fetch me when i come back.... cus no one will be free.. haha. they will be busy with their own lives....
and i have already received some friends who is unable to send me off... hmms sad.. but yeah.. no choice.. and my father is unable to send me off too... which makes me even sadder... haiz.
hope that when i come back, everything will be the same... :) the people.. the places...most things..

nxt week is QM, Procurement and GSCM de exam!!! i wanna cry already! omg lar..! :(
hope everything will go well!
*i haven start of these modules yet!! omg!

ILoveMyFamily <3
Jia Jia

thinking...

2008-08-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

i am going to fly on 31st Aug... and i am like thinking..the days are passing so fast...
i am gonna so miss my friends and family! :(
its quite a sad thing.
just hope that my family and friends will be available to send me off on that day.. :( i will hug everyone! and
i will cry my heart out man..
haha.. nw feel like crying abit..
was really busy with my projects and stuffs... and i just noe that exams are just around the corner! nxt friday! omg
i am still in my lala land..
hope that after my last paper- 20th aug
i will be able to find time with my dearest people! have lots of friends to meet up.. have lots of things to do... have lots of things to prepare... hmmss...
peiru's coPublish Postming back on the 8th! this friday.. yay! miss her tonnes!
i think i will be free to go fetch her.. will give her a supper duper big hug! :))
love her! :) but she'll be spending her time with her family and bf.. so..yeah.. hmmss..
hope that all np peeps will be able to meet up this saturday.. we can go somewhere and chill... its a np gathering and meeting with our dear peiru after sooo many months k?! so make sure u all come! or i'll be very sad.. :(
cus i also hope that everyone can come and fetch me when i come back... :( but i noe its impossible.. haha..cus everyone is so busy with their own lives.. i cant expect much..

ok..thats all..
cya soon!

Love,
Jia Jia

BUSY BUSY BUSY! :(

2008-07-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

I AM DROWNING AND SUFFOCATING FROM THE FLOODING PROJECT DATE LINES!
I AM DYING FROM THE LACK OF SLEEP!
I AM DEPRESSED FROM THE LACK OF ENTERTAINMENT AND SHOPPING TIME! :(
AND I AM MISSING EVERYONE! :(

HAIZ!

i am thinking when i will get my super sweet dreamy time that i have been waiting for.. :(
if i have the time that i want:

I WANNA DO NOTHING!
I WANNA SLEEP FOR THE WHOLE DAY!
I WANNA SHOP FOR THE WHOLE DAY!
I WANNA PLAY FOR THE WHOLE DAY!
I WANNA SING AND ENJOY MYSELF!
I WANNA START PREPARING FOR MY GERMANY TRIP!
I WANNA ALL MY PROJECTS TO BE OVER AND DONE WITH SOON!

:(( I WANNA DO LOTS OF THINGS! I WANNA I WANNA! :(

who can get rid of the dark grey clouds above my head?
iammissingsomethinginmylife. :(
~JIA JIA

GERMANY OSEP

2008-06-24T13:37:00.000+08:00

haiz. i am finally blogging my blog! hmm was so super busy with friends and projects!! i am getting super nervous! and stressed up! haiz.
i hav applied for the overseas student exchange programme to Germany and i have gotten in. right nw is that my mum and dad aint able to support me... the cost to go there is around 10K-12K? for 41/2 months.. if i were able to go.. i'll fly in august-sept.

i wish i am able to go there.. but i dun have that money! that money could have allowed me to study design or university in singapore! haiz. sad that i wasnt rich and have super lots of money and dun have to think abt anything and just go man! haiz.
but i think i'll bare the pain and just let this opportunity slip away... haiz... its like you yuan wu fen... haiz.

Germany- should i or should i not..?
JIAJIA~

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2008-04-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

hellos. today is my last second day for my attachment!
was kind of sad. :( feel like crying for abit. :( but i've hold it back.
had really lots of things to do. and dunno wat to say to them. my colleagues treated me good enough. :) my manager bought me, feyz, bo lin, jordan and yu jie out to cassarina prata house at upper thomson road to eat. it was really fulling.! haha. and we enjoyed the food there! thanks super much Helen! :)) u rock!
there's someone in the company who was called Jane Ang too! and ok.. she's leaving at the month end, while me, tml haha. and jordan told me to draw her name- Jane Ang on this envelope, he told me to draw anything i like, so i drew one black and white one. but he say dun wan..cus she's leaving so must be auspicious abit. therefore, i uses markers to color. it turned out not as nice as black and white... hmms,. so i decide to draw another one...a more feminine one...but i turned out not nice! :'(
so....i decided to let helen choose and she chose the more hip-hop one....
den they asked me to go to their place. and take photos! i was like huh? why?? today's not the last day! ahha. and they gave me my envelope.....the Jane Ang one... i was like.. huh? why u give me.,..??? its a joke rite?? lols.. hmms and it turned out to be the present their giving me! i was shocked!! i thot it was my pay cheque! ahha. and it was a $50 takashimaya voucher! nw... i have $110 taka voucher all tgt.. omg.. how to spend!? and we all took photos tgt! :DD was happy! and wow surprised?! haha
THANKS ALOT MY DEAR COLLEAGUES! :) love u all! :)
and therefore i asked my mama to help me prepare one of her best dish, yam cake and glutinous rice for them tml! :)
hope they'll like it. :D
so yeah! thats all. and tml we're gg to take photos with my boss boss.! WAWA!! must wear nicely and properly! thou its a friday! ~ ahaha. so yeah! i will miss them super lots de! all the staff in the company!~!!! :(( i am afraid i will cry tml! :(

nervous~!
~JIA JIA~

Poetic 1

2008-04-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

For i stand alone in the vast land, with no one of the same
For i see beyond the horizon where millions of years has passed
For i believed in my destiny to be my own true self
For everyone who have left me, i thus embark my journey again
To be the one and only.

Jia Jia

Could you be the one i seek for years?
Could you be the one i waited?
Could you be the one that is meant for me?
No, your not the one i'm looking for....
you are the one for the girl who makes you smile whenever u met her....
you are meant for her.
all the best. be brave and speak up.

Jia Jia

busy week

2008-04-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

was really busy all week! went here and there, shopping, gathering, sentosa, singing....omg.was like craZZy!
yesterday finally had my wish! we finally went singing in Kbox! ahha. was ok;D
sing until i have a weak voice rite nw. :((
hmms. was super tired! going to genting on friday! was anticipating it.
was wondering whether i should go badminton with my colleagues tml.. :(
i will be alone u noe...!
have alot of things to say! but i have no time rite nw!
so ya! updated! :DD

!JIA JIA!

2008-03-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

xing at tian shang gua... yue zai tian shang wan.... ye yi shen... ni shi fou chun zai? wo mong zong de li xiang qing ren...

let me ask u a question....can a person be together with another person( the person's friend) who has known each other for the past 5 yrs?
is there a possibility tat they would sacrifice a friendship for love and be together?
and is there a possiblity tat the person's friend will like him/her?

wonder.....here's a nice song ;)

Way Back Into Love...

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

wheres the way back into love?
~Jia Jia~

SAD

2008-02-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

hey halos. its late. tml still have attachment :( haiz. sian
its a friday tml...so fast 3 weeks has passed..nxt week teacher is coming to visit my company and us...and my supervisor..omg..
haiz. hope everything will be fine.. though i've made some mistakes :(

peiru's gonna fly on saturday. i am gonna miss her soo superduper much..she will be gone for 5 mth plus...and i'll be seeing her in August... cant celebrate her birthday wif her. haiz. she cant attend mine too. :( i think lots of people will be going to miss her too. :(
sometimes i was thinking if i were to be gone for so long...would anyone care? haha.
i think i am really in a very troubled situation.
once again i fell into the sinest hole...to fall for the impossible.
once again a feeling of sadnest befalls on me... for i have been yearning to be free and not think about it just for one day.... just for one day i will be happy without thinking of it....
haha..just wish u the best.hope u find your one and only love. :)
hope peiru will have a safe journal and miss us tons! :D

i'm not fine.
~Jia Jia~

2008-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

ARLOW!!

HAPPY 2008 to everyone! :D

hahas
my new year resolutions are to be able to go overseas!! to able to have more time by coping well in both sch, family and friends!! to be able to improve my grade to 2.6 gpa. thats very low lar.. but yeah. i am stupid! to be more clever! :D
hahas and to be able to find my prince and become pretty! LOLS. funnie. :p

hahas. okay! though today was not really a good day.... it was a average day ba... having plus and minus. hmms. so hope tml will be a great day! tml's by small sister birthday! yeah. she's going 14! omg. lols.!

hahas. and tml we'll start the day with: not doing the homework given, getting scolded by teacher. and continue doing project! hahhaha. yeap. hope teacher wont scold and penalize us cus its a new year!!! lols. ok.. yeah.

very sian and sian... hahah. haiz. okay. i gtg BYE! ;)

Let's get kick'in
~Jia Jia~

2007-12-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

its the last day of the year 2007.
time really flies.
i've been through so much already. the memories still in my head.
the people i've known in the TEP. the friends i still have from the past till now. the time with my family where we fight. where we quarrel....everything and everything. Thank you so much for these. these make me cry. feel the pain and sadness. it makes me see.
the years that has gone by....it has been a year and going 2 years soon...i wonder hows my ah ma's doing...is she enjoying herself with her family and her love ones? i gave her my best wishes. i will always miss her.

just like the ring who was lost in the vast deep sand. the heartaches that were buried deeply inside there.... my memories. my prayers. my hope. and my soul. never to be dug out.
for the past that i have wasted. i am sorry. . for present. i will take each step at a time. for the future i have yet to see. i welcome it and will reap what i deserve. thats who i am now.

i will slowly drop somethings on the way when i was tired..so try not to make me feel tired..yap..
i am a big bad person whom no one cares. i am tired nw. issit my turn nw? give me a sign.

ZENDERS
~*Jia Jia~

2007-12-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

HEY HAloos.

hmms yesterday had quite a tiring day. woke up at 8.30 and went to sch for proj till 3 plus? tired!
the projects are killing me!! :(

today i'm gg to squash! :D hahas long time nv go le. its time to excercise! FAT! :(
i am still all alone yeah? haha

ok. dun try to avoid me. ya thanks. we are still friends.

just let me know. and i'll step back.
~Jia Jia~

2007-12-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hey yeah!

Yesterday went to vivien's house and stayover. :) with amanda, sam ann and sam chionh. It was quite fun. hahaa. and we have our christmas gift exchanged. gotten the gift from sam chionh, it was a cute strawberry photoframe. :) hahas. yap. and sam ann gotten the present i bought. :)
we had lots of fun! :) played pillow fight and card game till around 4.30am liketat.
woke up around 8.30am and went home at 9am. Slpt till 1pm today. hahas. den didnt went to orchard le. :(

Going to find afew people to go wif me to orchard ba.... either this saturday or nxt week. hmms
going to get christmas present i think:)

These few days i've been busy gg to sch and do proj.. tml too. haiz.
really lazy to do proj and everything else! argh! i am so FAN!!!!:(
hiaz!
i am wondering if i could ask tat person something.. haiz. am really troubled. if i have the courage to do so, i also dun think i will dare....hahs. ok... haiz. ya...fan ah................. :(

~Jia Jia~
hey u~ my prince charming.

2007-12-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

ELLOWS!.

I am back here again! changed my blogskin. :) nice? give some comments. THANKS:)

hahas. i am finally having my holidays. but it aint look like one.....have projects almost everyday!! :( OMG! stress.!!!! hahas. i'll try my best man!

KAMPATAE! :)

yapyap. hope to receive my TW clothes soon! :)

tata den cya! :P

Thats the girl.
~Jia Jia~

2007-11-25T04:48:00.000+08:00

hey. halos. missing all the np friends rite nw. :(
hope they will remember me. and remember to go out.

school is super busy. i think i cant go out anytime sooner. :(
projects and projects racking up my brain!

Jia Jia.
can i have a week's break for my friends and family?

BREAKTHROUGH

2007-10-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

HALOOS EVERYONE! :D
yesterday was MEISY's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO HER! :)
haha. we helped her celebrate on friday 6pm to the nxt day 12 am plus! hahas. :)
and i think we had fun! :) there were me, peiru, meisy, ribert, han hui, lolo and wei jen. peiru and hanhui met us later after their work. :)
the rest couldnt make it. :(
and today 7/10/07,
I went to have my 1st ever dye-ing of hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas shocked?
i dyed my hair brown and highlighted it to a lighter shade. the effects are brown, bright brown and black.
hahas
weird right? i find it weird too. cus i look weird in it..:( cant change it anymore i guess.. unless i dye it black once again.. i will miss my natural black color!:(
yap yap.
thats all.
tata.

BREAKTHROUGH!
~Jia Jia~

2007-08-25T15:06:00.001+08:00

Alrights. I am missing the np ppl. hmms. hope to go out with them soon! :)
LOVE THEM! :D
I'll start having tests nxt week.! argh! jiayou ba!

~Jia Jia~

2007-08-25T03:40:00.000+08:00

DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG TO DESERVE THIS?
TELL ME?! WAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?
I AM NOT A FAKER!

Jia.

CONFUSED!

2007-07-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmms. what can i say. i am going to have a tough week! and the week after nxt! my schedule is like soooo full lar! haiz.! i felt like giving up. these few days i've been day dreaming quite alot? i cant seems to get to work... i felt poor and lifeless...erm... :( theres no motivation.... no one to lean on.... no one who cares.... i am all alone.

i've been thinking....
why do i have always have to care about all the people around me..... and what other people would say about me? why???!! i dont know myself. even to my closest friends.... i dont know whether u r saying/ refering to me everytime.. and what i've done to deserve what u said about me.. what have i done wrong? i kept wondering... if that person was me.. hahahs. funnie rite? why do i have to keep on caring and updating about a person and let the person thinks that i am actually busy bodying about them.... haiz..i am tired of it.. everytime i see it, it makes my heart broken a little by a little..... lets make it clear and make it stop..... i dun wanna see a fake mask everytime.... i am not a busy body... i am just a human trying my very best to know about all the people around me... and show my help whenever they're needed....i am just trying to be a good friend...a friend that hopes that you are willing to share ur worries and anything thats happy, sad or frustrating with me... yap

so if u really noe me.. i dun think you would really mistaken me for what i've done... i am just trying to be one of your friend that you could lean on, whenever you have ur happy or troubled times.... and with that i am contented..just to be a friend of yours... and i noe... maybe you dun treat me as a friend?. if thats so.. i cant help it. i cant change a person's mindset. yap. so sorry.

Helpless
~Jia Jia~

2007-07-11T11:11:00.000+08:00

HEy! back yeah? hmms. i am so bored in school lar.. haiz. and i just got a warning letter from my lecturer in charge for being caught by another teacher in another's groups room... hahas funny rite? haiz. and was told to write a letter of apology... but its of no use.. as they wont like give us chance and not to issue a warning letter... hahahs. okays.. if its fated that i am to fail or score badly for this tep... i also have no choice.. haiz. tml the CSC will give us our results le... hahas. i am actually quite worried... cus...i also got a warning letter there...for lateness..... hahas. and the lecturer keep on finding faults with me!!! haiz. wat can i do.. omg..

i think that these few months that i've pass is like soo bad lar.... haiz. and i am really glad to noe so many friends from CSC... they are very friendly and nice! hahas. the only thing that i am glad in these stopovers are that i could get to noe alot of people :D

hmms. angie's chicken pox is starting to heal i think... hope to see her soon. hmms. i think we've really driften more apart.. haiz.. and i dun wish to see that... yap. LOVE ANGIE!. hope she would be the same. hmms. the NP people too.... Han Hui's birthday is coming... so yeah.. please be free yeah? we'll go out together. and have dinner and small little talks. :D
hmms.. yeah... i am having mixed feelings nw... only i can solve it... cus i also not sure wat caused it... hahahs. funny rite?

Miss those good old times where we sit down together and look up into the vast blue sky...
~Jia Jia~

SIAN

2007-06-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

hmms. halos.. getting back to updating my blog.. :D
For the past 1 week and till nw and 8 more weeks to go...... i've been posted to BSU for my 2nd stopover.... it was like so sian la!!! omg... haiz.
everyday we was like slacking?? hmms but nxt week will be a tough one... :( everything will start... haiz.
i am like so tired.... everyday. hahas. my friends was like asking me... hey. why are u so tired everyday?? hahas. and my reply was that... hahas. my face forever look so tired. lols. lame. ya. hahas. wat can i do to my face? go for an operation?? hahas. or do makeup every morning?? i would be MAD... i dun like to makeup unless its compulsory/ neccessary to do it.. its so troublesome.........hahas
ok...
hmms so everymorning have to read my horoscope. hahas.
wanna go SHOPPING!!! great singapore sales is going to END!!! :( haiz. must prepare lots of money to buy handphone, clothes, shorts, jeans, accessories, shoes... and ALOT OF THINGS!!! ARHH!! and i have only 1 day free to SHOP!!! :( haiz,!!! y the GST must INCREASE!!! :(

hahas. hmms i gtg. blog other days.. yeah.. tatta. bye!

WOOSH!
~ Jia Jia~

BIRTHDAY THANKS! :D

2007-05-29T11:29:00.001+08:00

HEY. halos! hahas. My Birthday's Over! :( and I am 18! ahhas. time flys.... hmms so what do i have for my birtthday? I've got a surprise birthday BBQ at elizabeth's house on the 23 of May by my last yr poly classmates! :) theres yee yan, xue ting, karie(she went home quite early- had food poisoning. :( but shes better nw! :) ), elizabeth, sarah, sandy, madonna and jolene! :D hahas these are the people who celebrated my birthday wif me! and they bought me a Chocolate Cake! and gave me a photo frame and a book made by construction papers...they decorate it by themselves! :D it was nice! i like it and enjoy it! and also, Yee Yan bought me a Yellow BRA! hahas. so paiseh lar! shy!:D hmms and the call centre people celebrated my birthday on 25 of May and they bought me a Strawberry Cake! :D it was nice! :) hahas. LOVE THEM ALL! :D

AND On My actual Birthday! 26 of May!

I met up alicia and wei jen and jordai at orchard and we went to cine to eat pasta! :D hahas we ate till so FULL lar! lols.den lolo came and join us. den we met angie and went to eat Long John.. den lots of people came. hahas, han hui( came for lunch only), Wei Cheong, Kian Chee, Mun Hwee, Mi Mi Yan( Kenneth) and Claire. :D haha. come of them ate long john too. Den me, claire and alicia went to the Flee Market beside Cine to shop shop. hahas but we bought nthing. den we all lingered outside cine and took photos! :D ahahas. after the photo taking session is the NEOPRINT SESSION! :D MUAHAHHA! we took 2 times at different neoprint machines. ahhas! its such a Long time Since we took neos together! :) i am glad that we took it together, hahas. smiles. den we hang out outside the neoprint shop taking Photos again! ahhaas. and saw zhi ming and poh hong and chengxi. ahhas. but they went off soon. den after that we went to New Urban Male and they bought me a pair of Sandals? hahas Thanks so much. i've always wanted one... but is like theres an old saying, cannot buy shoes, sandals, slippers or anything thats related to shoes to the birthday person. as it means u will send them away!!!........... :( so the np ppl!!! PLEASE DUN SEND ME AWAY! :( I WILL CRY! :( AND ALSO U ALL PLEASE DUN DRIFT AWAY TOO!!!! :( so let us change this thing thing ok? :) WE WILL BE TOGETHER ALWAYS! 10, 20, 30 OR even:) NPCC ROCKS! :D U ALL ROCK TOO! :) hehe. LOVE YA LOTS!

28 of May

Same as Usual in sch, call people! HAIZ! hmms den today Belinda and Sheena gave me my belated present!!!! haha. I was SOOO HAPPY! :) it was the Once Upon a Time book from TOPSHOP! :D hahas LOVE IT SOO MUCH! :D can draw on it. hehes. thanks alot sheena and ber ber. :D LOVE YA! :) and Peiru is going to treat me pepper lunch and movie!! hahas

29 May

Rotting in sch nw, hahas blogging.. just nw Mandy bought me a Bracelet! it was nice. :)made of Hearts. ahhas and theres a Gold, Silver, and Bronze Heart linked together. hahas.! I like these 3 colors being brought together! :D the CHOMEL necklaces that i want have these 3 colors! :) ahahs.

And my 2nd Sister, bought me a butterfly pendant from Moshi Moshi. hahas. nice too! love it! :D

hmms. yap. i think this years pressie is all these. :) THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH for buying me a gift! hahas. felt really happy. :D its probably the most gift i've received till nw. :) really thanks alot. :) i am touched and glad.

Hope that my Birthday Wish will come true. hahaha. thou i didnt think of my wish properly and anyhow wish it. hahas. but i really hope it will come true. :)

May my Fairy Be with me.*~

~Jia Jia~

BIRTHDAY WISHLIST 2007! :D

2007-05-23T09:49:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

My Birthday is nearing.. and i am getting older day by day..... haiz.. its the last few days of my 17 years... :( i dun feel like spending it without any happiness and joy! :( i dun wanna go sch and call ppl! :( haiz. but no choice. i have to!

hmms. these few days i have been thinking like where would i wanna go on my birthday, what i want for my birthday? and whos going to celebrate wif me??

quite vexing.... so today i am going to list all out. :D probably this is the 1st time i am doing this. haha.

PLACES I DUN WANNA GO:

hmms.there are lots of places i dun wanna go den wanna go so i shall list those places i dun wanna go! :D hahas.

1) SENTOSA( i dun wanna get sun burned/ become even darker as ppl already thinks that i am a maid lols)

2) Ice Skating. as i dun feel like going. hahahs.

3) hmms i dun wanna do sports?? hahahs. maybe we could go cycling together?? all np ppl? heehes :)

hahas thats all i think.......:)

but the place have been decided. ORCHARD! hahas the same usual place:)

i hope each of the NP ppl will turn up. but i've got meisy and peiru who cant turn up. yap.:( but they'll meet me someday:)

hmms and heres my WISHLIST!:) :

1) I want a Jumpsuit/ Overalls?! (hahs dunno spell correctly ma...thats some shorts with suspenders..)

2) I want a Necklace...actually i've seen 4 necklaces which i like haha. from CHOMEL... but i cant possibly buy all 4.. hahas.

3) I want a PUMA polo shirt. they've a Yellow and a Green one. but i like both! hahas

4) I want a FOSSIL WATCH! hahas. impossible. lols. actually wanted a special and cool watch.:)

5) I want a NEW SAMSUNG HANDPHONE! :) the ultra slim oone.

6) I want a pair of SHADES! :D

7) I want a TOPSHOP dairy book! The one with Once upon a Time... or anything thats Gothic.

8) I want a pair of BOOTS! :)

9) I want MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! muahahaha! :D (wait long long..)

10) I want my Birthday Wishes to come TRUE! :D

11) I Want lots of Clothes!!!( jeans, pants, shorts, shirts, skirts...ahblahblah) and lots of Accessories! :D hehehehe

tats all :) haha. thats alot of wish. hahas. hmms and thats all for today. :) cya. bye. :D

WISHES *

~Jia Jia~

Sad Day

2007-05-17T14:30:00.001+08:00

haiz. today's a sad day huh? yesterday i didnt went to sch. i was sick.. yeap. had a bit of sorethroat. so didnt go.. cus i have to make calls. yeap
and i went to see the doc in the afternoon and asked for medicine and a mc. but the doc give me a super bad attitute lar! she just give me what medicine i asked for and didnt even like ask anything else. and when i ask her why my throat felt tight, she says that. "there's nothing wrong wif u and just drink water." wth. i really felt uncomfortable lor. and she just thought i was faking it when i told her i didnt went to sch and i needed a mc. and she didnt give me one. she says that i should come to her at 8.30 in the morn and shouldnt find her at 3. and she just wrote an excuse chit and gave it to me. it was only a 2hr excuse chit! WTH! and thats all. i can go.
i dont know why she cant find any problems with my throat lar! and i was really nt feeling well with it. i was super angry and upset lar. how can a doc give their patient this kind of attitute? and nvm i went off.
and this morning. i went to pass up my excuse chit. and hoping that teacher would treat it as an mc. but the teacher wouldnt accept it! she says that i shouldnt go in the afternoon and should go at 8 in the morning and nt 3 too! haiz. and nvm. she say she will deduct my whole 8 hrs of nt gg to sch( faking sick... tats what she means) from the flexi leave. and nw i left with only 8 hrs of flexi leave... haiz.
i was so sad lar. even the teacher did nt believe me. just feel like crying.
and around 11.. i was calling ppl.. and at around 11.20, the teacher called me and ask why i didnt make any calls. but i DID! she says that for the past 20 mins she was watching at me. and she didnt see me making any calls. and she give me a harsh attitute lar. and i say i will show it to her tat i ahs make calls and she came to my desk and i show it to her. and she says that, where issit? and i pointed it to her. those highlighted in blue are all those that i've called and she say. how i noe u called those? u didnt indicate what time u call from. haiz. i was thoughly disappointed man. what is this? i have shown u what i've done and u still thinks that i didnt do anything.! and btw. my throat still wasnt well ok?! well all of them thinks that my throat and voice was as good as ever but it dosent seems so ok!? i've never felt so humilated and sad before. and in this call centre i can find no one to confide my feelings with....i was all alone... i was sad....no one cares abt whether i am at the call centre. no one. they treat me like a piece of paper? need me den call me dont need me put it aside?
i am sick of it. and i still have 5 weeks to go before i leave all of them. i am sad..and tired.......how i wish time could fly, bring me to the future as soon as possible... or just bring me back to the past where those are truely my happy days...

Injustice?
~Jia Jia~

nothings

2007-05-14T09:11:00.001+08:00

HEY! hmms today's my friend Jing Xuan's Birthday! hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER! :) hmms yeap. so today will be a great day yeah? i dont know. hope it will be a great day! my voice was getting weaker and weaker....i feel like having an MC..........haiz........and not coming to sch to call those stupid customers and do those stupid surveys.......OMG..........somebody save me!!!!!

hmmss
its been a long time since the np people have really went out together to shop and have dinner and fun together.........hope that my birthday all the np ppl will be there to celebrate with me.........thats my 1st and small little wish. :)
wish that everything will be alright and smooth for me. yeah.

i was thinking of joining another cca... squash was my 1st, but i want a 2nd one........couldnt get into FB....haiz..was quite a sad thing....i like their dance moves....yeap..but wat can i do... i cant get in means cant get in.. yeap. so i was thinking of joining another cca....realated to dance?? but among all the dance cca in nyp, i think FB was the best. yeap.
hmms... so how?? so how?? hmmss..............sad.................

i was in sch now....later at 10 i will start calling and doing surveys... so sian... hope that some ppl would go msn and chat wif me... hahas... to lessen my bordem.....yeap.
thats all i would say for today..........tata. cya. :)

THINK!
~Jia Jia~

RESULTS OF FB

2007-05-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

HEY! halos. hmms. the results for the FB audition was out.........Me and my Friend Didnt pass.. haiz.. it was actually quite disappointing, sad and predictable....haix. yap..
hmms
tats all for today yap. bye

Keep On Climbing UP. :)
Jia Jia

HEYS~!

2007-04-29T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hey YO! Wassup!:) LOLS. hmms I've a good news! :) my HP and MP4 was well and good again! :) HOORAYS! thou theres still some slowey problems.. hmmss but i am GLAD!:D
Last WED, 25APril was Peiru's Birthday and 22April was Lolo's, and 21April was Fu Ping's and 18April was Soon Ping's and 16April was Vernon's and Wei Jen's Birthday! hmms... soo in April there was soooo many ppl around me whos celebrating their birthdays! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL APRIL BABIES! :)
hmms
APRIL"S going to pass soon and lets WELCOME MAY.....and hope tat it will be joyful and nice! :) heeh...
Lets talk ab sch.... hmms.. i was having the TEP..(a second yr student's attachment programme).... and i was being attached to CALL CENTRE! everyday i was to make calls....call ppl up for surveys and...BLAH BLAH BLAH>.. and facing the computer for 7++ hrs a DAY! IT WILL SPOIL MY EYES! :( hmms and when we've nthing to do....we cant play games...cant go msn....cant watch movie/ youtube.......we practically cant do anything except looking at the excel call up list!~ SIAN! but lucky we r clever enough to bring like pokemon games and download some games online....at some illegal web i think.. hahahah! and we do have some fun. :)
hmms these 2 weeks of work....... i have gotten a warning letter for my lateness and it will definately affect my grads.. :( haiz............sad......and i must be punctual for the rest of the 7 weeks! everyday must report at 8.30 am SHARP.....or else late and go hm at 5.30 pm........SIAN.... hmms lucky gt friends can talk to... :)
den this week, i went for the foreign bodies audition...hmmss i am nervous and scared.......hope tat i could get in!! i have forgotten somesteps and doing some wrong...........haiz.and has heard ppl laughing at it....
sian lar.......dun think i will get in ba...:( but if i was lucky enough to get in! i will definately hug ppl! HAHAHS. hmms lets pray tat i would get in:)

and on 24april we help Peiru celebrate an early birthday....we went to KBOX and it was quite fun! from 7 plus we sang till 12.45am! lols.. and hahas everyone seems to enjoys themselves ba....yeaps.!:) it has been such a long time since we've been to kbox and sing till no voice..lols.:)

GLAD! HAPPY. hmms..... and just hope tat everything will be good and well again. :) lets hope for a better tomorrow and a better FUTURE! :)
cya tata:)

A BETTER TOMORROW, A BETTER FUTURE:)
~JIA JIA~

DAMN ASSHOLES!

2007-03-12T12:26:00.001+08:00

From Thurs(9mar) to Sun(11mar), I've been working in Suntec's IT fair for a SUPER DUPER miser company..........the pay sucks! i think its the only CHINA BOSS with a SINGAPORE COMPANY to give such a low pay... and i dun think he would give us any extra pay for working overtime!!!!

The 1st day..which was Thursday... i reached at 11am....our working time was supposed to be 11.30am-9.30pm w/o any breaks given.......only when u r eating and wanna go toilet...den u can have a short break....i was a working as the cashier and there was a girl partner helping me..he name was NATASHA! she was a girl from China.....she was 21 yrs old.. and i thought she was a sweet girl and a girl with conscience....and that would take care of me and guide me along as she has experience being a cashier....BUT~! never did i expect her to be SO DAMN BOSSY and with totally NO CONSCIENCE!! KNS!

ok..it was like tat.... the 1st day we saw each other...she seems to be a nice girl... and we started working and talk abt each other....den it was like there was a customer who pays by nets and i wanted to take the nets from the customer and do the payment for her while she was writing the bill but while i was abt to help me do the payment, she actually pushed away my hand and shouted" CAN U DO YOU MIND UR OWN BUSINESS?!" i was like DAMN SHOCK lar! kns
i was just being kind ok...cus she helped me do the payment previously and i just wanted to help her ma den she give me this kind of attitude....ok nvm i was hurt and i wanted to cry....but i hold back........i was really sad ok...and i started not to talk and just care abt my own things.... and when there are alot of customers..i was writing my bill and she was writing hers for the customers... she expect me to accept the cash from her customer and help her give back the change to HER customer.....i was like WTH....wat abt my customer?....ok nvm...i coped it.....
but i still dun feel like talking to her...and she give me tat kind of Kan Bu Qi Ren de attitude....
in the afternoon...she gave me a packet of sweets i but i nv accepted it...because i was still any angry of her .......she saw me not eating the sweets and she just grab the sweets and THROW it onto the floor and scolded somethings.....i was super damn shock lar! and i wanna say back to her that...HALOOW....Y r u giving me this kind of damn attitude?! huh?! i nv DE JUI NI OK! KNS.....but i nv said tat...

2nd,3rd and 4th day........We are fine already...but still she give me tat kind of attitude....i dun mind...and dun wanna care too much... den we were writing our own bills for the customers...and there suddenly was a HUGE group of customers coming to the cashier to have their payment done....we were short of hands...........and the boss kept doing the payment of nets and give us the list of goods the customer wanted to buy....KNS lar.. I THINK THE BOSS'S EYES ONLY GOT MONEY LOR! HE DIDNT CARE ABT HOW SHORTHANDED WE R AND HOW MANY CUSTOMER WAS WAITING FOR THERE GOODS! HE ONLY CARES ABT WHETHER THE CUSTOMER HAS MADE ANY PAYMENT! KNS FUCK HIM LAR! den the checking stock ppl was super short handed... and i there went to help them....when its all over....i went back to the cashier.....den there was another huge group of customer coming in for their goods and payment.. and wat did u expect? DEN the NATASHA said...." AIYA....U stay here also so slow... go help them give the goods lar.....GOGOGO!" i was like..wth....is she who is slow lor....and i was hired to become a cashier and not a good giver ok..........nvm i still went to help them cus there was really a huge number of ppl queing for there goods....... and when the cashier is not full of ppl...she just stand there and watch us getting CRAZY!..ASSHOLE LAR! and i waited until 7 plus den i eat my lunch......while i was sitting down and eating my lunch and dinner.....she wasnt happy and shouted to me tat,, " EH JIA JIA....U NOW VERY FREE HOR CAN EAT ARH? STILL DUN WAN HELP THE GOODS PPL TO GIVE STOCK HUH?" is like WTH LAR! wats wrong wif her? i finallly get the chance to eat lei and here she TALK SHIT WITH ME....den i REN.....and out down my rice and go help out goods giver........ after finishing...i went back to eat.......i ate super fast and didn't ate finish and i throw it away and faster go the the cashier...................and 2 girls came to us and say how much is tat MP4? and i said. XX price... and NATASHA used her fingers and poke my RIBS and PUSH ME AND SAID " U. SHUT UP! " KNS....ok nv i keep quiet... and to do the payments.....den later on, ther ewas another customer who was paying for his goods and asking what country is this good made of? i say CHINA and she STEPPED ON MY LEG AND GLARED AT ME! and the man say haha china goods afew weeks spoil le....and after tat she shouted at me tat: " HOW CAN U TELL PPL THIS THIS IS MADE FROM CHINA? U SHOULD SAY ITS MADE FROM TAIWAN! den i say huh... y lei? its the truth wat..... den she say u dun believer u ask IVAN( the boss) and i ask ivan and ivan say.. tell them its made in SINGAPORE. and i told her and she say...." AIYA.. SAY TAIWAN OR SINGAPORE ALSO CAN....DUN SAY CHINA CAN LE" its so damn obvious tat she is protecting her own country and scamming other ppl's country lar! KNS.. and would the person be so stupid to believe that it was made from SINGAPORE OR TAIWAN AFTER SEEING THE TAG TAT SAYS MADE IN CHINA? OMG....no brain........after that it was around 8.45pm....she gave a 7 stacks of payment records and expect me to write down the different kinds and number of mp4s and 5s tat the 22 sales person has sold.....i was like ok...nvm.....i'll do it... i stand at one corner and started to write those down... i took an hour plus to finsh all those stock takings......and she handed me another book and expect me to do it..ok i do it and when i had finshed...there was still 2 book on the counter that has not been recorded down.....and so i took 1 book and record it down while the other book still can continue to write down the payments and bills....it was already 9.45 and she do the settlement for one of the nets machine and the credit card machine... while i was still busying doing the stock taking... the boss also dun have brains...wat time issit now? all the shops have already closed and left only our shop which was still hving business...!!!!!!!!!!! he boss wa like standing outide shouting..."CLOSING....CLOSING...CHEAP MP4.....CLOSING CLOSING.....SIR..DUN BE SHY...COME IN AND TAKE A LOOK...was like wth werent we suppose to be closed???????? y we still doing business? and 4 ppl came and and last min buy 4 mp4s..and NATASHA just stand there and keep on saying...." I AM GOING MAD......" and ask me to write the the payments WHILE I AM BUSYING TO FINSH THE STOK TAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!! nvm i stopped and to the writings....and payments and EVERYTHING! and a guy he ownself do the payment on the nets machine and which was supposed to be already closed... and when NATASHA SAW IT SHE SCOLDED ME!!!!!!!!!! "THIS MACHINE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CLOSED! Y U DO THE NETS PAYMENT THERE? I DUN CARE ALL THE FAULTS AND PROBLEMS IS ON U! ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS! " WTH!! the payment wasnt done by me! I REALLY FELT VERY ANGRY AND WANNA SCOLD HER BACK.........BUT I DUN LIKE SCOLDING GIRLS CUS I DUN WANNA HAVE ANY BAD IMPRESSION ON THEM AND I DUN WANNA MAKE THEM ANGRY EVEN MORE TO SCOLD ME BACK...I DUN LIKE QUARRELING WIF GIRLS............!!!!!!!!! ARH~! Y?! Y?! EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT AND NOT HERS? Y???? DOESNT SHE HAVE ANY CONSCIENCE? den i finally do finish the stock counting and i asked her to count the total cash of the 9 stacks of payments....BUT SHE THROW EVRYTHING BACK AT ME AND SAY." U DO IT! I AM NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING!" ok...nvm.. i am going home early and i expect her to do tat... so i asked the good giver girl to help me count the total cash and i'll count the total nets and credit cards payment....she just stood there and watch us working like a BULL and she's busing talking with her friend on phone and preparing to go home. i finally counter finish with my the kind girl Eileen.. at around 10.15pm! and NATASHA just walked away and went home. me and tat girl packed those things and give it to the female supervisor and went home too...
I WANNA THANK EILEEN for HELPING ME OUT. :) and LOLO, HP AND SP to wait for me and hear me vent my anger... :P :) THANKS ALOT! U GUYS ROCKS! i wouldnt be able to hold on for the four days without u guys! THANKS! :)

PLEASE BEWARE OF CHINA GIRLS....i dun wanna be a nationalist<"racist"> but
nowadays 80% of china girls/ women are getting out of hand..... i dunno wat to say...eg...my neighbour....who rent her house to these few china women.... and children.... everyday there was this old man, standing at the corridor and looking into the bedroom with only the china women wearing a robe or sleeping gown....either laying on her bed or standing beside the open window doing wat? i dont know...........was like omg la.... the little china girl was at home too and she treat it like it was acceptable to have her mum with another old Singaporean man...haiz.... i didnt understand y they must make themselves to be so cheap and using underhand methods to do things and y cant they be like wat we've always seen.. china ppl r so courageous, and kind and simple.....y? y? must they turn back on themselves and become someone who aint suppose to be them..y?.......... and another eg was my cashier partner....NATASHA... he real name was FEI FEI....y must she be so BOSSY AND WITH NO CONSCIENCE OF HELPING ME OUT WHEN HER DUTY WAS TO HELP ME OUT? haiz.....................

Jia Jia~

Exams

2007-02-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

Left 2 more papers and I AM FREE! :)
but its so difficult for me to pass i think...... :(

i'll be going to camp on 2nd March.... hmms
i think i will be quite left out ba.......so i was thinking of not going.......
yap...and i scared that my eyes will become swollen when i was kayaking..... :( i hate this like of insecure feeling... :(
Wat if my eyes really get swollen..........i'll be so damn paiseh and ugly la..haiz....goldfish............. :(
I really hope that everything will go smoothly and that i'll get to know lots of friends and that my eyes wouldnt get swollen.....

Worries.......
~Jia Jia~

Happy Valentine

2007-02-14T10:26:00.000+08:00

HALOOS! TO ALL SINGLES AND ATTACHED PPL OUT THERE!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! :) ENJOY THIS DAY TOGETHER WITH UR FAMILY, LOVES ONE AND FRIENDS!
TATA
TAKECARE....BYE! :)

LOTS OF LOVE!
~Jia Jia~

Handphone- 02/12/2005 to 03/02/2007

2007-02-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

I LOST MY HANDPHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
I LOST MY PICS OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.......AND MY AH MA..........
i LOST THE VIDEO OF HER VOICE............I MISS HER
I MISS MY HANDPHONE........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DARM THE PERSON WHO PICKED IT UP AND NV ON MY PHONE........AND WHO PICKED UP AND NV TALK!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i could get it back........:(
i cried...............

call my house if u have anything to ask me, tell me or say to me... thanks
Home: 64558220

In memories of my grandma and my handphone........
~Jia Jia~

2007-01-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAR ALICIA!!!! :) hehe MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!! :) though u will nv see this. lols.! hmms we celebrated alicia's birthday yesterday. only 5 turned up. mel, fat, jon, peiru and me. and of course alicia herself. hmms yap. nthing to say abt yesterday. went home late near to 10pm... and had our dinner in nydc.. hmms yapyap.
tats all.

projects are pilling up again...and i'll be helpin out for the NYP open house! do come and visit us.! my duty is from 10-12pm on thurs and friday! yap. hahas
tats all cya! BYE! :)

OOOOHHHHH
~Jia Jia~

...

2007-01-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

hmms alrights. i am back. two tests are coming on nxt tues and wed. and i didnt have the time to even study it..:( projects are making me mad. and i was abt to give up....but i cant.. yap.....i was so damn sick and tired of these projects and projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate projects!!:(

hmms to my group members.... i am truly sorry that i cant join u all for meetings for quite a few times... i dun expect u all to forgive me and or even sympatize me....thou i have told u all the reasons.. you all could just mark me down. yap. i wont complain. ya. truly sorry. :(

My motivation was down.. so dun motivate me.. let me get up myself. let me fall.... i felt like isolating myself from everyone..........i am too tired to talk and too eager to pursue my own things...
and these few days i am thinking abt quitting sch and everything... but i can only see obstacles and darkness and no light in my future............ iwish everything could end and starts all over again.........

I couldnt cope........with everything and anything that is put infront of me...................so stop all these........now.........i was working on as to live and i hope in the coming future i will live on to work.....for the job that i worked so hard for...the job of my dreams.......

Come'on lets move forward to our goals!.
~Jia Jia~

Holiday Trip to Malaysia Genting and KL! :) 15-18/12/06

2006-12-16T04:06:00.000+08:00

HEY!! BACK! exams exams and exams............haiz. and slp late slp late and slp late. HAIZ...aches here and there.haiz..SO TIRED! and i took my stats ica1 paper back! I FAILED~ :( by 1 mark! :( haiz...sian lar.......den i think the rest of the papers i think some will fail and some will pass ba..
hmms
Today i am going to Malaysia- Genting and KL with my 2 sisters, my mum, my aunt and uncle with their children. this is the 1st time i am going to Genting! i am EXCITED! :)
and I'll be going at 9pm at night! so will reach there in midnight ba..and i'll be back on the 18th, at night! :) dun miss me! :p BUSY BUSY BUSY!

HMMS Christmas is coming...going chalet on 21 and 22! den i wanna meet up the np ppl to celebrate christmas....but some not free! :( I MISS THEM LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( i wanna go out with them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Den i am going to buy Presents i think! yap! BROKE! lols.
HMMS!!!

SO....tats all. will update when i am back ba........ but i will be real busy!! with projects and everything else! haiz,.!!!! EVERYONE PLEASE BE FREE!!! :( okok
cya and BYE! :)

MALAYSIA WE GO! ~
~Jia Jia~

UPDATES

2006-11-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

hmm sorry that i took soooooooooooo long to update. yap. :( i am ok now....
i am sooooo busy..... homeworks...ICAS...........these r bringing me down......i am tired.......my heart didnt want to work......my brain didnt want to study......i am frustrated! :( i wanna cry....everything is not in my way.............:( infact i am not the only one i noe...

y issit that everytime???!!!! i am really sad........personal matters................
she is pretty. yap:) and he is good looking...........they r compatible. :) i heard him sending a msg and delicating a song to her...i am envious........ haiz......... sad.... thats all..............my whole brain couldnt think........omg..... i am so foolish..............:( i am timid and shy..........i am stupid and ugly... tats all i can say.........i cant compete....i noe u and u didnt noe me............ its sad............................everythings so sad...................y issit everytime the same starting and ending????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate myself.

*LOYE BLINDS MY EYE
~Jia Jia

2006-10-26T04:14:00.000+08:00

WOWS! sch has started!! its been a week and over already.. time flies.......i think my class timetable is the best lar! everyday ends at 1pm! :) hahas tml going meet peiru to go orchard.. hmms i think she wans to buy things ba.. hmms i dun think angie and alicia will be free to comewith us.. :( I MISS THEM REAL LOTS!! and MEISY TOO! :) haiz. now alone at home. may playing warcraft later.play with the com.. hmms the np peeps are going to take their Os this yr... wish them all the best and JIA YOU! :) haas really hope to have a real NP gathering soon! :) LOVE THEM LOTS!
hehe. cya! :)

The Diary of Jane
~Jia Jia~

Knitting

2006-09-29T06:35:00.000+08:00

HMMMMS................I AM REAL BORED K................... :(
everyone seems so busy and i am still finding something to do............
I REALLY WANNA WORK!!!! :( but no one wans me....:( cry......
SO~i was thinking of knitting!!! lols weird rite? i suddenly had this weird hobby! hahas but i dunno how to knit!!! :( i've to go learn somewhere.......

i am BROKE! and REALLY BROKE K!!!
:( seems to have soooooooooooooooo many things undone and wish to do.....................
HAIZ!!! anyone can support me financially???!!! lols no one man.......only me myself and i! yap!!
so just felt like screaming my head out!!!!
everyday at home doing the same house work!!! omg..makes me mad.!!!!! and i am like a SUPER DUPER PIG lar!!! going fatter and fatter thou got do housework.....i lay down to watch tv and play game and slp for like 17 hrs a day......pig.......haiz.....
HAIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok....
i gonna go mop floor.....i am all alone at home.:(

tata
~Jia Jia~

Friends

2006-09-18T05:05:00.000+08:00

hmms today's a boring day yeah?? no shows in the afternoon!!! i am bored!!! :( alicia is out.. meisy is busying wif the imf thing.. angie.. i dunno wat is she doing right now... peiru..i think she's at home...and me at home too!!! i didnt see them like for weeks?? :( MISS THEM REAL LOTS!!! and of course the others... :( haiz. i wanna go out!! but is like whenever i go out i will spend lot of money on FOOD and maybe clothes??!! and i have no money too!! :( i wanna earn money!! :(
hmms during these days..it seems like everyone is busying for the IMF thingy.. haiz. and they are earning money too!! hmms whenever i heard the "MONEY" word...i am so envious of them... haiz...

i wanna work as a sales person or garener!! lols weird rite?? GARDENER... lols dunno y.. just feel like planting flowers... haha but i noe it aint easy.. ya

and i was thinking abt my future...will i still pursue my dreams of becoming a singer or should i just head back on to the track tat i already was on...or should i fulfil the young me tat i wana become a policewomen or should i just open a business....haiz... so many things was going round my head....i am condused... as ppl had said........live life wasnt easy...

Swirls*
~Jia Jia~

LOL~ funny

2006-09-15T07:32:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 am and i faster prepare to go supermarket myself today!!! :) i wanted to do something for my papa to eat.
i walked to NTUC and bought lots of food.. spent $20++ there and i carry all those food to library....to find the salad recipe!!! kns........tired!! and i borrowed 1 book and went off.... walked to sheng siong...a supermarket to buy somemore things.. spent $20++ there too... and i walked and carry all those heavy things back to my house.... i think i've walked 3 kilometres today.......reached home at 11.30.... and i forgot to buy somehing!!!my dad scold me!!! and expect me t go down again!!!! i didnt go down.. he went down instead...
I WAS SOOO TIRED!!! and rested for 10 mins and its time to start work!!! :)
i fried the eggs wif onions and ham!!! ITS SUPER NICE!!! :) i just eat it wif rice! good enough!
and after tat my dad went to work!!
and i had to wash all the pots and pans.. :(
den i started my another recipe!! :) i decide to make cheesecake!! :) ILOVECHEESECAKE! :)
woots! it turned out successful and NICE!!! :) i am impressed! this is the 1st time i make a cheesecake!!! i was happy!! hahas my sister had nothing to say!! :P and i was thinking of making some for my friends to eat when i meet them.. and when i have the time to do it again!! lols!! :)
though having muscle aches here and there i am glad.. :)
hope they will like it! :P

hmms was looking at angie's blog and saw this....funnie....

What will happen on the first day of school?

• Angie will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

• Peiru will cry about summer being over

• Alicia will bite you in the butt

• Meisy will wear the exact same thing as you

• Jia wen will come to school wearing only a potato sack and say 'don't ask.'

'What will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i think this will be quite true huh? lols
angie will bash me if i did tat?
peiru will complain to me?
alicia will bite me.. not in the butt but hand!!!??
meisy will be wearing the same thing as me?? hahas
and Jia wen will say this to me??
i can imagine them doing tat to me.. lols

hmms tats all for today yeah? hahas
and i wanna have lots and lots of money!! i wannna go work.. or else no money!!! who have lobang?? :)
okok
tata

CHEESECAKE!!
~Jia Jia~

!st Semestral RESULTS!!!

2006-09-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning and bring alicia to my old tuition teacher there..to tutor her A maths..den i checked my results... i didnt fail any of them but also didnt score well..........got 2 Ds...3 Cs and 1 A....haiz......bad rite? i bet everyone got mostly B+s and As... haiz.. wat can i expect... i am the worse in class...
ya
tatas alll.....
BYE

there was this sunny day...there was that rainy day......
~Jia Jia~

SAD

2006-09-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

it wasnt a good day.. i was sad and angry. ya i was out. they didnt even take a little abit to even look at me! they just keep their heads down writting their things! KNS... ok nvm i shall not bother abt any superstar things anymore. i think they also care abt the looks..ya i just dun have the loooks.. ya. just wana be myself again. thou i am sad and angry, i will still strive for wat i've wanted to achieve...

Superstar aint wat the real star way..
~Jia Jia~

KBOX!! :)

2006-09-06T06:57:00.000+08:00

HALOOs!!! :) tml i'm going kbox!! YEAH!!! hahas we r going to have fun!!! :) hmms! i've changed my skin! :) can u all see this time?? :) hmms i am MISSING MEISY! ANGIE! PEIRU! CLAIRE! ALICIA! KUO EN! SAM CHIONH!, VIVIEN AND LOTS AND LOTS OF PPL!! :) cya ya all soon!! :)
and is this a good news?? hahas i think i am going to join project superstar!!! :) pursuing my dream yeah?! :) this saturday! WOOTS! i am nervous! ;)

* ALOHA HULA~
~Jia Jia~

HOLIDAYS!!

2006-09-01T02:19:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! ITS HOLIDAYS!! it has been a week!!! OMG!! so fast!! :( i wanna go find job!!! i wan MONEY!!! hahas
hmms today supposed to go back secondary sch and wish the teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! haiz.. but no one accompany me to go back! :( sad....i'm so sorry.....teachers.:(
hmms but i think i'll be going back to pri sch... see my friends..but i think its the same thing every year....every time go amk central eat and i'm not going wif them.. cus i dun feel part of them yeah.and i dont noe wat to talk to them.... so go home is the best choice. thou i'm abit sad...ya.. it has been 5 years.. yap..
yesterday went out wif my darlings. ahas it was raining!! :( drained my mood away! :( haiz.. and bought a pair of shorts!:) i like it! but my legs are fat! :( wanna 'JIAN FEI'!
HAHHAHAHHA
i am SAD NOW~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss secondary sch! i wonder wat they r doing now......... :( haiz.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i'll go back and MUST go back nxt yr!!! :) den i'll buy somethings for my dear teachers!!:) i promise!
i think i'll go primary sch at abt 12.30? i think everyone will be there ba...will they?
hmms
ok tats all!! :)tata bye!

MOODY!~
~Jia Jia~

FAIL!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

HAIZ....i think i am really a failure la....yesterday after the paper everyone was mentioning abt their mistakes on the paper i just kept quite and walked infront.. thought i could pass the paper actually i nv did realise tat i've made a huge mistake...
i was awake till 2.. i couldnt slp.. it was a sad day for me... i was thinking and rolling on my bed......thinking tat of the econs paper tati did yesterday.....and i suddenly noticed tat i have done a huge mistake on the paper.... y am i so damn careless......haiz. i actually did my answer of a 8MARK question on my QUESTION BOOKLET! and i thought i did it correctly........i was thinking abt tis mistake for the whole night! i jumped up of my bed and checked if its real tat i really lost the 8 marks and yes......its true... i thought tat the question paper was to be handed up.but no.......haiz.....i am really the stupidest student in my class......i've counted my marks this morning and i realised tat i've failed the papers.......i think this is truely a lesson for me.......no one could have been as stupid and as careless as me in my class...they were hardworking and clever......i was just a stupid idoit.........ya.. ok.. i think i am still having a heartache syndrome...still haven started revising any of my sub yet..my accountings gonna fail......... haiz... i totally didnt have the mood...............i dun wanna retain the nxt yr.but i think i have 80% of retaining......haiz.....sad.....

Failure!
~Jia Jia~

:)

2006-08-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin! :)
Exams coming...i am scared.. hmms
only studied econs de 1st 2 chapts :( gonna jia you! :)
bye! :) will blogg again when i am free!
tagg me! :) thanks

~ colors tat i will strive*
~Jia Jia~

FIREWORKS! its gonna be beautiful! :)

2006-08-09T05:35:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH! TODAY I'M GONNA GO ESPLANADE WATCH FIREWORKS!!! YEAH!! its gonna be beautiful :) meeting meisy, peiru, alicia and angie later. :) hahahs 1st time watch with them yeah?? we r all SINGLE!!! and WE ROCKS!!! :)) hahas
den going to meet my sisters after tat!!! my sis is going to treat me eat anderson ice-cream on denmark!!! nv heard before rite? hahas. its in marina square! HORRAYS!! :)) den going take cab home!! todays all on my sister!! :)) haha
today's gonna be a great day!! :))))))))))) grins!*
I AM HAPPIE!!
den morning went back to sch! and the security guard dun allow us in!! :( we waited there for a whole hr? yeah around there..... haiz..den we called mr ong..he wasnt in sch to bring us in... :( den we waited and waited and called mr tan!! hahs he's in sch! and he came out to bring us in!! MR TAN 'WAN SUI'!! lols! :) den we saw them singing...it was abt the end of the concert..den we sing where i belong!! :)) i felt so happie! all those memories in the secondary sch flows back....haha it was so nice. :)
and TODAY"S MISS TAN's AND SARAH's BIRTHDAY!! :) hahas HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!! :)
yap yap. happie happie as happie as i can be.....lallallalalalalalalala.! :))

HAPPIE GURL! :)
~Jia Jia~

Last tutorial of economics.

2006-08-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

haloos!!! hahas!! back again!! with picss!!!!
todays' my classmate- Jadyn's birthday! and my CLAIRE's birthday! and also my friend friend birthday! lols hahas 3 ppl birthday on the same date!! all linked to me!! :)
hahas wish them a very Happpy Birthday!! and hope they enjoyed their day!!! :)) they are 17!!! :) same as me..old le..lols.
today kana rashes in the 1st lesson of the day!!! was like OMG!! sad...haiz..:(( but straight after the lesson...i am all FINE!! and looking goood~! :) glad it disappeared very fast!! :)

yee yan and me!! lols!!( up, left and left corner) taken in FJ while eating our breakfast? :)

ok!!! haas. today took quite alot of photos.!! yeap!! hahs we celebrated Jadyn's birthday in Food Junction!! lols and she kana cream on her face hahas. she was so funny!! hahas

This taken when i was bored.~(below)~FJ

Xiu HUi( Below)

HMMMMs...yeah....there r too many pictures...so i've decided to put in imagestation!!! :) yeah.. so click and go there have a look! :)

go to this website:

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103463757

yeah..just copy and paste..sorry.

AND PLEASE TAGG!!!! hahahs thanks! :)

There will be more pictures to come.. so visit more often! ;) ahhas

GOLAMOLA~

Jia Jia

Last lecture of economics

2006-07-21T12:53:00.000+08:00

Hmms..today's the last lecture for microeconomics....:( hahas. the teacher was a very nice guy and funny guy!!!! lols. hmms we will definately miss him LOTS!! yeap!
recalling the 1st few lessons...OMG he made me laugh until siao! the voice of his, his every moves is lighting up my day..although its the last lesson for the day. haah! his lessons is from 6 till 8pm k! SIAN! hahas but i am definately not sian in his lecture!
let me tell ya the details...haha

lecture 1: the 5 classes went into the lecture theatre... prepared for the starting of the 1st lecture... and the econs lecturer(Mr Chang) said: "sorry class~, u all have to change the lecture theatre( frm LTD-1 to LTD-6-i think) the computer spoil,cannot operate...." and the students were like.." HUH~!!!" and unwillingly, we moved there and started our 1st lecture...

Lecture 2: The lecture starts again....and this time round,...
Mr Chang:" Sorry class, u all have to wait awhile, i dunno how to operate the computer....let me call the operator 1st..." den he called.... we were like omg...the teacher dunno how to operate computer?! lols. the whole class laughed.!

Lecture 3: The lecture starts...and this time round, the theatre is humid! we were like..wa...so hot....den one of my friend raised up her hand and said." cher, y here so hot? u nv on the aircon arh? Mr chang:" got..got.. u must wait.. the air will slowly come out one...wait..."
we waited and waited....(10mins passed)
"cher.., y there still no aircon?!" Mr chang" eh.... wait for awhile more....i go call the operator...."
we were like omg lar! so we waited and waited...finally..the aircon came out...

Lecture 4: The lecture starts...and the teacher continue teaching...den suddenly.........theres a BLURRP! it came out from the teacher lar! when we heard that, the whole theatre suddenly seems to stop for a second. and the whole theatre was filled with laugher! the teacher still continues to teach even after he blurp ok! and didnt say excuse me! was another omg thing! hahas.

Lecture 5-8 i forgot wat happened le... hahas. still got funny stuffs! :)

Lecture 9: The lecturer started to became more and more clever....he likes to drag the time!! last few lectures the lessons will end after 45 mins to 1 hr...but these few lectures.....he dragged till 1 hr 30 mins like tat... clever rite? and he kept king us to have breaks....5, 10 and even 15 mins... but we said no!! but he insisted..so we shall have 5 mins!! lols.
as usual he Blurp and didnt say excuse me!haa...we just laugh....and laugh..every lecture..he will say some funny things and he will laugh himself...which made us laugh also!! HAHHA!! and once..i forgot when issit....he actually sucked in the air and made a "hherr.." sound... of course the mic made his sound lound again....he still continues to teach lar! and us? we were laughing of course!! he kept making this kinda funny funny sounds...which we didnt heard before... lols!

Lecture 10.: The lecture is the same!!! everytime after the ending of the slides, he will ask..." class..., u all have any questions to ask me??" and we will like.."NO~...." and everyone started to leave the theatre.. but theres still some good ppl who will ask him questions de. :)

Lecture 11: Its the last lecture....and as usual the lessons started late... hmms..the poor mr chang continues to teach and very few ppl are actually listening to him! :( so poor thing rite? but he still continues to play his part. and while teaching....he made this funny noise...he actually breathe into the mic.the sound was like" shhhii~shhhii".but its funny.. some ppl laughed. hahas. he made sound abt 6 times...hahas!
den the lessons end fast...without many actually pays attention to his lesson....:( i was a bad girl too.....den it was the last slide, there was a cute little thingy...like a water droplet shape, but its in lack color, with 2 big eyes and a super big red nose! it was waving cutely to us lar!! hahas! when we saw that, the whole class laughed!! and the teacher too!! and he pressed the back-spaced button and enter again as to see the cute little thing again!! we were like LOL lar!! the teacher also like to play and see the thing again!! lol! den i was like shouted tat: " eh...that one quite look like teacher hor!??" den my friends was like HAHAHAH!~! i also HAHHA very loud lar!! hahas. yap yap.

hms so i think we will like miss Mr Chang lar!! he's a nice teacher..although sometimes he abit niang.. hahas but he truely a nice teacher!! and a funny guy! :)) hope tat he will have a nice day!! and a nice class! :))

yap yap. tats all for the 'story' hahas. but if anyone of my class sees this...i duno will it be funny to them anot...or issit like i am being overboard....yaa.. hmms but nvm! i have decided to post this!! :) hope didnt offend anyone in my class...yeah..

and after lesson..me and yee yan keep taking photos!! hahs cus we wore the same shirt we bought together!!! :) hahas. yeah! we took abt 6 photos today??? around there ba.. yeaps!!

projects and projects....presentations and presentations...exams and exams..these are driving me nuts!! ARGH!!! :((

hahaas...yeah yeah...sorry to my project gp mates....so sorry tat i didnt contribute much...yeah..i am nei jiu!! so anything regarding the project can ask me do k? i am willing to!! :)

so.. tml.....hmms..i am stuck in between!!! tml got sch speech day and i dunno wat time issit... but already agreed on going out wif angie and alicia and peiru...haiz....but i feel like going bck sch see speech day leh!! :( I AM STUCK!!! ANYONE HELP?? :(( i miss my secondary sch.. i am also miss my np girls....

stuck in between..
~Jia Jia~

HMMMS.AND HMMMS...

2006-07-20T08:36:00.000+08:00

hmms and hmms... my favourite word issnt it?... hmms.. hahas!
its SUPER DUPER BUSY these days.. :( i didnt have time to spend my days wif my dar dar! :( sad.................. real sad.... hmms!! MISSES THE NP PEEPS ALOT!!! i heard angie came back from london!! hahas! missed her lots k?!! i looked forward to go out wif the np gurls again!! :)) love them lots!~!! hehe.hmms

sch was busy.....projects and projects and tests and tests and presentation and presentation.!!! OMG~! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mon had the accounts test! omg...real bad i think. and today STATS!! also very bad...:( gonna fail these two!!
yesterday i studied for stats k?! i found out tat i have learnt alot! lol. BUT! when i took the paper today! MY MIND WAS A TOTAL BLANK!! :( sad......haiz. and i anyhow do...using the wrong format! OMG!! haha! they laughed!!! when heard wat i have done to my paper! llol. i also laughed!. hahas i am stupid lars!!!

birthdays coming!!! gonna get a big hole in my pocket!! hahas...actually already had one! :)
hmms
ya thats all for today! tml's a long long day!!!! from 7.00 am i must wake up and go sch do econs project. den got lesson from 11 till 8pm!! haiz..........TIRED!!!!!!!!!

HAHA~ hmms ok i am still in sch now! doing POM AND EW PROJECT!!! haha! hmms okok.tatas bye! :)

The sky is always so beautiful! :)
~Jia Jia~

Its a sad sad day..isnt it?

2006-07-06T05:54:00.000+08:00

yes. its a sad day. me and vivien had lost our singing competition. :( its quite sad actually. but we have to face up to reality and continue to move forward. its another obstacle. we must overcome. i think we've been really pinning our hopes too high. the judges may be blind. we dont know. just asking around and found out actually we did better than them.. mybe its just some an wei de hua ba.. haha..but i really appreciate those who came to see us perform.Thank you! :)
hmm so now everything is over and i've been missing lots of lessons. i am gonna fail my ICA2.
:( anyone can help me wif my subjects?! :( haiz. ok so is like 1 more day...angie is going to london tml. :( i will definately miss her lots k?! love the np girls so much lar! cant bear anyone to leave me. :( haiz. ya. so sad rite. its a sad day.. no doubt. Angie asked me out today... but i have lessons till 8 pm lar! omg. haiz. i wanna sent her off tml!!
hmms...ya...:(
I had durians yesterday!!! so happy. yap! I LOVE DURIANS!! yummy! :)

DURIANS ROCKS MY WORLD!
~Jia Jia~

FINALS!....

2006-07-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

hmms. tml's the finals. i am very nervous and scared!
haiz. i am super stressed k?!
today had a rehersal. i think i cocked up everything... :( and vivien was angry. i could telll it.
haiz. but u i still put a looooongg loonnng smile. haiz,=. i hink i am such a failure lar..!
i am already a failure in studies and now in singing also. i am sad.. i feel like crying k?! but i try not to....

i am truly sorry vivien if i ever made any mistake k? and leads to not being able to get champion. i am getting sore throat soon. and all my voice was like hoarse.....haiz.... :( ya. just wish tat i would remember when to 'he ying' and when not to. and PLEASE..........hope tat i could remember the lyrics correctly... ya.. :(

please wish me luck. thanks...real thanks...

* angie...i will miss ya k! must come back.! :)

H&M- Hennes & Mauritz's

2006-06-28T14:16:00.000+08:00

HEY!!! HALOOS!! OK! let me introduce this brand to u!!! H&M. one of my FAVOURITE BRAND! yaps. hahas. it doesnt have any outlets in Singapore. so no need to go find. It has 1200 oulets in 22 countries and oly in europe!!! its like wow rite? hahas. i like its design! its nice, simple and good quality! u can go its website and see!!
http://www.hm.com/
yap! its this website! hmms. yap yap. :)
i am happy! :)
now in the e-plaza to do project. i am so useless! ya.mm gtg
bye!!! tata.
and btw. todays MELVIN's BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN!!!!!! :)
yap sorry cant celebrate wif ya today! but we will! dun worry! :)
cya!

WISH ME LUCK!!! lol

2006-06-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

heyhey!!! I AM BACK!!!! hehe
have some GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS!!!
wanna listen to the good news 1st or bad news? lol
ok let me say the bad news 1st. ( xian ku hou tian!!) hahas.

THE BAD NEWS IS!!
i joined the nyp idol!!! for singing of course. and had audition on 21 of june!! it was my DAD's BIRTHDAY!!! :) Me and vivien participated in both the solo category and duet category. from 80++ ppl... i and vivien wasnt chosen for the solo category....:( sad rite. i am disappointed!!!. haiz. cus they will only choose 10 ppl for the finals!!! :(

THE GOOD NEWS IS!!!
Me and Vivien WERE IN THE DUET CATEGORY!! only 3 duets were chosen ok!!!! lols. and it was like so busy lar!! must do this and do tat!!! omg.. must gice CD, prepare 2 songs....omg....i havent even touch my hmwk yet!!! i was a super BAD girl. ya. haiz. ya this is the good news.
and the final will be held at NYP!! hahas.. so super nervous!! my nerves are breaking!!!.....lol.

yapyap. i am anticipating!!! i am nervous!!! i am diappointed!! i am happy!!! i am confused!!! all sorts of feeling coming up.!!!

hmms.!!! going to have my finals on 28 june!!! wish me luck! :) thanks.

LALALA
~Jia Jia~

PROJECTS!!!! omg~

2006-06-09T06:15:00.000+08:00

HALOS! haas today is the last day of sch! :) hehe. its seems so good rite? actually its like dun have holiday lar!! so many projects~!!!.........EW, ECONs, STATS, POM!! omg!!!! stressed. :(
now in the lab. didnt listen to the teacher. now is BSA. haiz. soooooooooo many things i wanna do in the 2 weeks break lar!! haiz........................BUSY BUSY BUSY!!
yap. i wanna go out wif them sooooo much lar!! but soon soon we will!! *winks*
i gonna slp in class!! so sian lar. I MISS THEM SO MUCH!! u noe who i am refering to. lol.
not u!! hahs the NP GURLS AND GUYS OF COURSE!! hahas.

now distributing sweet. lol i kind rite? lol. hahas so sian lar...............i think tml going out ba...haiz. but is like tml alicia is free. peiru is not free. den angie i think she working. :( and sat, peiru is free, alicia is not free. is like OMG lar! hahas. i wanna go town for 2 straight days.
argh~!!!! hmms SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!! i wanna slp. today is a mad day i think! lols. cus i wanna slp. but i wanna be awake den i thought of the korean show the " little bride" the song!! omg the songs is sooooo damn cute lar. hahas!
okok. hmms i gonna slp den wake up. hahas. i dunno wat i am saying actually..... :( :) lalallalalala

i miss lalala land
~ Jia Jia~

1 :(

2006-06-07T07:45:00.000+08:00

haiz. i get to know one of my result. The effective writing results. haiz. it was badly done lar. haiz. gotten 26/50 it was like so super lousy lar! my class 99% got 30 and 35 above. except me and a girl.haiz. i tink i was the lousiest in my class lar! cus even the girl get higher den me. like haiz...i am so stupid lar. i admit that i am one. haiz. SAD really sad. den today doing Effective Writing ICA2 haiz. i think i also will get this kinda marks lar........so disappointed in myself. :(

Its a sad sad day. a busy day and will be even busier!! who can help me? but myself...isnt it true? haa...........

Sad.....
~ Jia Jia~

1 more day to go.

2006-05-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

hmms. i am now in sch.having BSA. a computer module.
1 MORE DAY TO GO!
lol. haiz. i didnt expect my birthday to be a great day. just hopes it goes well and that all the NP ppl will have time to spend my birthday wif me. . :)
hmms but i noe that claire wont be coming cus she got volleyball practice. :(( sad. but hope someday we will go out together as a group k?
hms got my ICA marks for BSA word. hmms got 45/50. hahas it was the average mark in my class.. it was quite well done for me actually. i think this would be my best subject ba. hahas.

I wanna thank yee yan, jolene, xiu hui, marcus and berlinda for giving me a early present. they gave me a mug. lol the funny thing was that. they gave me a mug that's the same birthday present as wat angie gave me last year. hahas it was a real coincident.
hmm wanna thank them real much. although i noe them for only 2 mths, they were nice ppl. ya. and i appreciate it. :)

ya thats all... left 1 hr 15 mins to my birthday!! mms i wanna spend my birthday wif my family also!! ya. so going hoem early tml i think. yap.

1hr15mins to go.....
~Jia Jia~

2 more days to go...

2006-05-25T06:25:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go and its my birthday!!
Thanks everyone who has taged my board and gives me advices.
hmms. i am really broke. spent 40 dollars in a day!! omg.. thats abt half of my pocket money for a mth. how to survive. haiz.
really wanted to buy lots of things when i go out. hahas. so i must control myself not to go out so often!!! once in 2 weeks. thats quite ok.
having 3 test in a row nxt week. so stress~!!
this week's accounting test surely will fail de....didnt noe how to do from question 1 onwards...omg..i am such stupid idoit lar!! haiz.
I felt really sad lor..haiz. when i cant catch up wif my class and lessons. omg. and i am tired everyday...feel like slping... haiz.. and being "scolded" by friends.. haiz..i am pathetic and stupid k?dont try to talk me around. u never will. AND please dun get frustrated when i am asking something k? cus is like i am really tired of listening to anything at some pt of time and when i am asking.. please answer nicely... talk nicely...get it? or i will get angry k? but i may not show on my face. my inner self will be sad.. and angry..to get this kind of respond. I am really blur and dumb i noe i am the stupid idiot.

There's somepoint in life where it will change ur opinion of someone forever, remember this. get this clear.k?.
~Jia Jia~

Today is my Chinese birthday

2006-05-20T05:26:00.000+08:00

Today is my chinese birthday. its a lonely day i think.
This year, there r two person missing.i dun have my ah ma and the maid to celebrate wif me.
and its not nice day today, its a sad day. i think my sisters didnt noe today's my chinese birthday.they keep quarrelling....and i was also quarrelling..becus of a small matter.i hate this! there not even once where we r not quarrelling. not a single day we r not quarrelling! its a really sad thing. it really breaks my heart..i am tired..
U may see that i seems very strong outside where i am always having fun but actually i am trying to bluff myself...to be strong. i need to be strong infront of my friends and my family....I must be strong.i needed my family very much. i miss my ah ma alot. i want her back! i dun wan anyone alse to leave me again! i am lonely.........i dun tok my feeling to my family members nor my friends because i think tat it is an embarass thing...i keep it in myself. not a word was mentioned..i was crying deep inside. and now...

i missed last yr when everyone was around. my ah ma will give me ang bao when it was my chinese birthday. my mum would cook shou mian for me to eat. and everyone will have their shares too...its such happy days.
and this year, on my chinese birthday, i had to do house chores.. it actually doesnt matter to me as i does it everyday before i go to sch.but i was tried... i was sad. if my ah ma was alive right beside me...i will overcome anything...everything...everynight i cried...i miss her lots. i wish that she will appear in my dreams but she didnt.....i wish tat she will appear besides my bed...and come back to take a look at us...i really love her. i missed those childhood days when she tickled our backs, she told us stories, she cooked her best dish. she fried bananas for us to eat. she bring back durains and alot of other food frm malaysia and distribute to everyone, she fed us, she plays wif us, she listens to the old hokkien music, she walked around looking after the house, she watched tv and how she takes care of me whenever i am sick and cried when fighting. she is such a great grandmother. she is the best grandmother in the world! I LOVE HER. I LOVE U AH MA! this is wat i said to her when i arrived at the hospital,.....when she already left us.....i couldnt tell her these....i am useless....
Ah ma....i missed ur food, i missed ur care and concern, i missed ur love, i miss those days....ah ma...if only time could return to the past...or u could come back alive...everything will be happy....everything will be alright. no one will fight over anything. no quarrellings among them...nothing...everyone will come back and see u and us...not like now..its so lonely....its cold..everyone's like strangers..they came back only to take wat belongs to them and not because of the blood that lies within....selfishness within ppl...y r ppl like that.
When someone falls...everyone is sad. of course. but after the sadness, its greediness...they fight and argue. they didnt care abt kinship anymore.
although they keep putting infront of they sentence, do they really care abt it
? i think there r very few who cares.
no one noes who does the most things behind. they always say, no one will ever thank those ppl who is in the backstage. they will only thank those who is in front, acting and performing.
my family have contributed so much. eventhough we are not the richest family within my family, we have done our very best to fed my ah ma..for 28 years.
we have been living wif my ah ma for 28 years. no one noes the hardship to support this family. what did the others do for these 29 years? yes, u bought food to visit her, u sometimes gave her money, u bring her out, u buy things for her, u shared and py those medical bills and after all these u all came and claim credits. its a laughing stock. and some things which cannot be found in our family, u claimed that its us who kept it. this is ridiculous. even we r not that rich! we have our backbones. we r not greedy. we have concience in our hearts!

its really a complicated matter.. my family was complicated. my parents are stressed by all sorts of matter. i was also stressed by all sorts of matter....i am tired..who can help me? no one but myself...u must help urself...only u can help urself.....just to survive in this complicated world.....its tiring...everyone is tired...the sadness that u will not feel it......its really lonely and cold...no one waits for u and pity u in this world.......

In this tiring world..
~Jia Jia~

BMO607-BG

2006-05-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hey! haas back! this is my class! :) hmms i have a new family in sch! lol.let me introduce~!
Grandpa(yeye) ~ ME!!
Grandma(nai nai) ~ XIU HUI!
Daughter of ours( niang) ~ MARCUS!
Grand daughter(eldest) ~ JOLENE!
Grand daughter( youngest) ~ YEE YAN!
OUR PET( bird) ~ BERLINDA!

LOL. funny rite. hahas den yesterday is ber's birday. lol
hmms
ya. so stressed! argh! hmm tml got computer test! so sian! hope i will score well! wish me luck! :) thanks.
MISSED MY DEAREST NP FRIENDS!!! must go out one day.
hahas. on my birthday!!!! :)
ya thats all.
cya
will blog next time!
tata.

family bonds
~ Jia Jia~

school school school

2006-04-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

Heyys!!! back! hmms gotten into nyp. currently in school of business management....studying for the Dip. of Business Management......sch was boring sch was stress..... i cant catchup wif lessons!!! :( had already spent $150++ dollars on buying notes and texts!! 6 texts and 6 notes! and it was used for only 1 semester! tat means around 4 mths....such waste right?! lucky that fri i have no sch! :) or else......i will rot there..

how i wish i was back in secondary days.......such relaxing place....haha i miss secondary school days!!!!! :(((

+ wat r the difference between secondary life and poly life?
~secondary life although there is a fixed time u go to sch..den after sch time is also fixed. u can see ur friends at every corner...ppl will start thinking abt where to go after sch.... its such fun....BUT poly life......although there's also a fixed time to go to sch and after sch time is also fixed, u cant see ur friends around! cus ur friends will not be in the same sch wif u,even if they r in the same sch as u, they also didnt have the time to accompany u even if they r in the same sch wif u...cus their timetables would be different.....its such sucky life.i hate it.....haiz....
to separate away frm ur friends......to live in a way tat i dislike........:(
maybe i would sound very immature......unreasonable.......but its all becus i am stress wif the hectic life...i am tired.......i miss my friends.....how i wish to dream abt us being together forever..........

~ secondary life, although u keep on wearing the same old color uniform, u felt the belongings to the sch, dont u think so. maybe u didnt like to wear sch uniform, but i admit tat i like! it make me feel young. feel my belongings.felt close to my friends.....there r no distanceor difference among us..am i right? haha...BUT for poly life.......haiz.....u need to crack ur brains just to think wat u wanna wear today! omg......such an early morning and the 1st thing to do was to stress abt wat to wear.....haiz.....i admit tat i was lazy.. i aint a good decision maker....

~ and lastly i think tat poly life is as stressful as in jc life.
but we always have to make choices and decisions in our lifes right?
we always have to give up something as to achieve the other things in life...isnt it?

i somehow had regretted in not putting ngee ann as one of my choices..........:( sad...but all is too late...right?

We always have to give up something for another thing...sacrifices must always be made.
~Jia Jia~

This is the EVIL in me....?

2006-03-29T07:02:00.000+08:00

Hades!
You scored 28 evilness!

Ok, so you're a fun person. You really enjoy life and enjoy your schemes, but you're just not that evil. You tend to rely on henchmen to do all the dirty work while you sit back with a glass of Tequila, enjoying the moment. Occasionally, you will lose your temper and do something truly evil, but will then crack a smart joke and have your subjects laughing again. No real evil there. When you're defeated, you don't even die. You're somewhat evil, but your fun loving, quick wit gets in the way.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 2% on evilness

Link: The What Disney Villain are you Test written by tangodelmar on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

out

2006-03-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

halos. i am back. hmms i am sooo lazy to blogg....haiz..
lets start posting abt yesterday.~
(26/03/06)
hmms. yesterday our peirce soccer team and cat high soccer team had a soccer match. me, angie and alicia went to have a look. hmms the result is tat... we have won. 6-0. this is the 1st time they won. so happy for them. congrats la.. but they had so many ppl larz...so... haiz..dun wanna say le.
lets skip the subject.
after tat...cus something sad happened and resulted to another thing and den making me and alicia doing something funny and smelly for me....u guess wat issit? u will nv guess correctly..
let me tell u the ans. me and alicia had to go to the rubbish dump and collect back something. the dump was so smelly...and the poor alicia had to stretch as to reach for the thing inside the dump...hmm maybe i say is not funny lar..but u hav to see the real scenario..hmms.so after getting back the thing... we clean our hands and went to j8 together, the three of us.......diaoz rite..
den while walking to j8...we saw claire and shi ying in a bus and said halo to them... ya.. i was jumping and waving while....calling their names... :p very diu lian rite?..
hmms den we eat and shop and went home....haiz...sian..

then lets talk abt today(27/03/06)
i went out wif vivien today! hahas. sooooo long we nv go out le..
i pei vivien go nyp pass up her x-ray results but when we reach there the person say no need the x-ray thing. is like so ridiculous lor.
haiz.
den we walked to amk mrt and took train to j8. we ate long john silver and went to shop.
vivien bought a skirt from shibuya. and i boght nothing.
den we saw mei yee. she was waiting for vernon.after talking for awhile me and vivien took bus to amk to buy somethings. she bought a bottle of perfume and we went to giordano..actually viven and me wanna but the 2 for 20 dollars shirt i saw the tigger one but dun have my size. :( and vivien saw her pigglet one but dun hav the color she wants so in the end. we bought nothing. ya. :( den we took bus home.
den now i am blogging.
haha
hmms
ok thats all. tata. bye
:)

Ah Ma.......I miss u alot.
~Jia Jia~

Ah Ma......I will always love u....

2006-02-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

This post is specially delicated for my dearest grandma....my Ah Ma.....
sorry tat this post will be in han yu pin yin....

To: wo zhui ai de ah ma.....
Ah Ma,
Ah Jia zhai zhe bian....wo hen dui bu qi ning....wo mei you guai guai ting ning de hua...zhai 14 hao na tian mei you zhao dian hui jia....ye mei you qu ning de fang jian qu jiao ning...ke neng..ru guo wo qu ning fang jian jiao ning,...ni xian zhai ke neng hai zhai wo sheng pang...jiao wo qi lai.....wen wo yao qu na li....jiao wo chi fan....jiao wo zhao dian hui jia.....you shi ma ma wo..zhe yang da le hai kan cartoon....ah ma....wo zhen de hen xiang ning......da jia dou hen xiang ning.....wo men dou xi wang ning qu ji le shi jie...he ah gong zhai yi qi...dan shi...wo xi wang ni neng hui lai....dui bu qi....dan shi wo men dou hen she bu de ning.....wei shen mo ning zhe yang yi shen bu xiang de jiu zhou.....ning lian rang wo jiao ning yi sheng ah ma de ji hui dou bu gei.........ning zhen de ru ni shou shuo de....ning hui qiao qiao de duo qi lai...bu rang wo men zhi dao ning qu na li.......ning zhen de na mo hen xing ma?....
ah ma.....wo zhi xi wang ning you kong shi.....he ah gong yi qi hui lai kan kan wo men.....you shi ye yao tuo meng gei wo men.....
Ah ma......wo zhen de hen dui bu qi ning......wo zhen de hen yi han........mei you guai guai ting ning de hua...mei you jing xing jing li de ting ning jiang hua....ah jia bu xiao.....wo chong chi yi hou dou bu neng ting dao ning de shen ying le....ye bu ke yi gan jue dao ning dui wo de guan huai.........wo zhen de hen xiang ning.....ah ma........wo hui yong yuan ai ning de....zhi dao yong yuan.......ning he ah gong yi ding yao kuai le.....yao xing fu.....wo hui zhu fu ning....dan ning yi ding yao hui lai kan wo men......wo ai ning, ah ma...he ah gong....ning men she shi jie shang zhui hao de ah gong he ah ma.....

From,
zhui ai ning de ah jia....

Part 2 of The Black Bird

2006-02-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

The warrior started to panic and jump at every little thing tat happened around him...He was surrounded by darkness.
Upon seeing the bright man, he felt the power of the man. slowly, his body started to change...........

'*Patada!'*poof* suddenly...holes were all over his body..especially his face...even though the face already look like the moon with so many holes.
The warrior could be seen soo clearly...because he the light of the moon can be reflected on his face....(too oily)

Now, han hui can be seen again. They fought for hours..but still. han hui was undefeatable...with his black power.

Suddenly, a voice came from no where.."come on, let me do it!"
"cool man!""If u free the birds, u get good luck. free more birds, more luck! My brother was going on a journey........."
While he was chanting, han hui fell on the floor and groan in pain...slowly, he vanished into the thin air.......

The sun was up in the sky once again....and there he stand, the indian man from the commercial!?! COOL MAN!
The world is finally back to peace again......

----The End----
guess whose the writer?
haha ..
dun tell u.
whatever.

stay tune to the nxt episode.... :)

Boring day...

2006-02-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

today went to MI to take a look.. woke up in the morning...and meet up han hui...den we went to
lolo's house there to meet him. his father is driving us there. we were late when we reach there.. and we had to que up and write our names in the late list..i skip myself and pass it on to lolo they all. :P cus i wasnt suppose to be in the sch..
den ok le..we go the parade sq there ..den there got one teacher addressing the preu1 students..saying wat they doing something to a statue? in the library. and fobidden us to go in.
ok...den dismiss le..we go to lecturer...it was chem lesson...damn sian...cant tahan lor...lolo and his friend( joseph) was actually playing poker cards.. ya.. lame rite?
den there was break for 45 mins..hh went for lessons and i stayed wif lolo and joseph in the canteen...den lolo and his friends went for lesson..i stay in the canteen wait for hh and his friend...sian...i sat in the canteen until i rot le....
we stay there until 1.30 and went off. we went to eat..it was raining...haiz...i cant get drenched by the rain..but i still get drenched....
den we went to eat...after tat went home....so sian.... it was still raining den i continue to walk home...i was all wet when i reach home.
hmm thats all..for today...
good luck for eveyone who is taking olevel results tml. :)
i think i will fail english and sci....:( haiz...have no confidence in myself.......
good luck to myself also... :)

To strive for the best. :)
~Jia Jia~

LaLa Day

2006-02-08T12:50:00.000+08:00

heys.back again. the writer seems to be quite busy...didnt update the story..hmms..lets be patient. :) we'll see the story soon...
today's a busy day..

well...i woke up at 6 today..to help out my mum in her stall... i didnt work so have to go help out..cannot everyday stay at home slack. will become pig de.
i help until 10plus today..cus my eyes became swollen :( sad...and in the afternoon i still hav something on.. so i rushed home and keep on drinking tea.. and using eye drop...and also using ice to reduce the swolleness....but when my right eye started to become less swollen....my left eye started to get swollen....so ma fan.. stupid eyes...hmms.
by the time ive to ge ready to go out...my eyes started to be ok again. :)
meet up alicia and went to orchard together....we meet up lolo, han hui and 2 of my work friends(cun ye and kelvin) in cineleisure..yap. den we headed to buy movie tickets. we r watching : Fun with Dick and Jane..
the show was very short...only.1hr and 15 mins...it was quite ok...hmms there was this part which showed tat jim carrey poked a fat man..while poking...there was this funny sound...it was hilarious! really... me and alicia laughed like a hyena in the theatre lor.. muahaha...so shi tai..
hmm..after watching..we went outside the cineleisure and slacked there...we talk..and blah blah blah....den angie come and find us cus she was in cineleisure also...and mun hwee came along also...
lolo and han hui wanted to go home....cus they later going play pool ba...hmm..den me, alicia, angie, mh , cun ye and kelvin went to long john to eat lunch....

it was 6 and kelvin and cun ye have to go up to watch movie again.. ya..so left me and alicia...
i sent alicia to work and went home myself...yap...
i was tired....sian..so now i am blogging...:)

Son dur pour offrir au revoir
~Jia Jia~

Tiring day

2006-02-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

todays another tiring day......went to queensway wif alicia and 2 of my work friends(kelvin and cun ye) they went to buy basketball shoes and we accompany them...after tat we went to choa chu kang to play basket ball.. i was already half dead when i reach queensway....yesterday didnt slp well..got sad and heart broken for some matters....still healing now...
we play and play....den go shop for awhile..after tat me and alicia went home....its was so tiring lor....i slpt at 2+ last night....hmm

today i shall write abt myself ba...the story will continue tml....by the writer...

i think i was such a really stupid girl....
can i ask the girls in the world...
if u like someone...will u tell the person whether u like him?
if it was me...i will nv have the guts to....
i had like a guy for 2 years....ive nv have the guts to tell him...stupid rite?..
haha...and recently found tat he had a gurlfriend..and it was my friend...i think she knew i like him......i really admired her courage to say out her feelings to him...she was pretty and hes good looking..so compatible..i congrats him and give him my blessings....
its really a very heartaching thing to do....i have mention to forget him for 2 yrs le...but eveytime i wanted to....my heart really aches alot...i could only stand far far away to look at him....
now...i really gonna forget him....and treathim as a friend......nv to like him again..........
i am such a stupid girl.....can someone amend my heart for me?.....

we will be taking olevel results on fri....10feb....at 2.30 pm...hmm....such a scary thing....was confused wif wat sch i wanna go....:( and wat course gonna take... omg... its frustrating me.....
good luck to everyone who is taking o level results on friday. :)

A girl..who has given up my love for love..?
~Jia Jia~

the story of e BLACK bird

2006-02-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

Haloos
back!!! hmmm now in someone's house.....very sian..,but funny...
e house was .... no comments(ok la...haha) theres a story i wan to introduce to u all... its called..: THE BLACK BIRD..
the story starts.......................enjoy....

Han hui was crying so badly... wonder where is HEBE.. but she is in tawin.. then she wanted to avoid him...(too black) he was so emotional nw.. looking at mi blogging sadly... OMG he is nw threatening us tat he wanted to jump down?
we allow him... as is only e first floor. to save E WORLD!!!!
in order to keep e world peace...
things were not e same after he was born..
he brought so much humialtion to singapore..
and peirce too.
but nw...
wat he do?
we doesn care any more..... time to destroy E BLACK MONSTER!!!!!!!

LET E WARRIOR KILL HIM!

ARGHH!!!!!
KILL!!!!
VODOO!
STUN!!
EPIC!
FINGER!!

MUHAHAHA!!

omg.. he evolve to a ahpunana !!!

his face.. was as black as charcoal.
his teeth. is as yellow as banana.
his hair... opps.. cant see

night fall has arrive....
we knew tat we could not win him at this situation..
the full moon shine brightly in e sky..
but still.. han hui was tranparent in e night..

to be continue...

curious whu is the e writer?
look below....
don tell u... muhaha..

back to me.. jia jia . :)
so hows the story?.. funny rite.. curious rite.... look at blog tml den u will noe.. hahaha.......this is the lamest story i have ever heard..
hmms so give some comments on my tagboard..and guess whose the writer! :) hehe.
tata gtg... wont be able to go online these days cus com spoil...ya...bye!! enjoy!

2006

2006-01-13T06:56:00.000+08:00

heyy!!! its a NEW YEAR!!! gonna have quite a few things to say........

Firstly..: the year did not start well actually.. cus i've got CHICKEN POX! yap. sad rite. :(
den so i will not go work and wouldn't have income. :( i dun mind actually. :p haha
i am at home being tortured by this stupid pox and can't go out. :( today is my 2nd week and 5th day. abt to recover soon. hope there wouldn't be any scars..... cus i was not a good girl during this period. i ate things tat a chicken pox patient shouldnt eat. i eat fried things, biscuits, chocolates, ice cream and blah. blah.. alot. mostly r fried things. hmms now i am getting an ugly face. :( dun be shock when u saw me. cus i gotta real ugly. i am already very ugly le and became worse. yap.
so by getting things right, i am going to eat apple everyday!seems lame rite? lala i dun care.

Secondly...: I am gonna get out of the house real fast. and have a shopping trip!! and so tat i can shop until siao. cus i haven even bought my new year clothes.....hmms. my family doesn't seems to have that kinda of new year mood. no one is buying any goods and having time to even repaint the whole house. hmms. nevermind. no one is free to do such stuff.everyone is busy working. :(
i am really very bored. com spoil and now using a labtop. didn't have games here and so sad.. nothing is making me happy. even the tv. its so boring dun have real nice shows nowadays. and staying at home make me lazy and sleepy and fat!!!! haiz..

Thirdly..: miss sch alot. thinking of the days when we have fun in school.. having fun wif the np ppl and my classmates. those r the greatest days. really hope tat there is a time machine that can bring me back to the past as to cherish the moments of fun and laughter.. we had together.
i think humans are quite ridiculous... after each things.. either events or anythings is abt to end or gone, they will den start to know and cherish the importance of tat something but... by den its too late. where they will start to regret. its such a pitiful thing issn't it. huh?
really hope to go back to school to help out the np ppl. i really think tat i am quite a useless SI. no one calls me to go back to help out.. i am just like a piece of shit huh. the rank is for nothing.

Lastly..: dun feel like going back to work.. its really tiring, but i miss the ppl there la they r nice ppl. but i think i will go back to work dueing feb ba. dun wanna shou jui so early. yapp.
yesterday i just know tat jordai has gotten his ssgt rank. no one tell me again. haiz. real disppointed actually. i am invisible actually to everyone. btw, congrats to ya jordai. :)

I ish i would be a girl who has everything.............but none is going to come true...for such a girl like me.w

I am sad and mad
~Jia Jia~

All Alone.

2005-12-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

Hah. I think i am all alone now. i had just realised tat i didn't took any photos during prom nite with my class.......haiz.. real sad. i think i had just been forgotten by them hah. they don't need me. ya. i am such a pessimistic rite. good for me huh? just feeling lousy and sad. wth. haiz.. no point saying now. there's no turning back. i can't go back to the past rite. just feel like crying. i just don't feel any belonging. i am all alone in this world.

SADDIST
~Jia Jia~

Prom Nite 2005

2005-12-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hmms. i think the prom nite was quite a great day for me but it was being spoilt b my eyes!!!! my eyes was swollen. swollen until very charm. haiz. it DESTROY my beautiful day! :( sad. actually wanna take photos wif alot alot of ppl de. but. haiz. unfortunately, can't cus i am quite ugly becus of my swollen eye. :( sad...................unlucky day. admmired alot of ppl they looked gorgeous! haha. hmm me? looked ok? u will see....

haiz....reallly sad sad sad. y this kinda of unlucky things always happen To me!
ARGH! WHO CAN HELP ME!!!

~sad and regreted gurl~
Jia Jia

PROM!

2005-11-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

HAHAS! I AM FINALLY BACK! :) GOT MISS ME? wanna vomit rite?
Os finally over. till considering whether wanna go MI or work anot. haiz... headache. yaya.
Getting really tired and crazy for PROM!! argh! my eye bags are even heavier!!! :( later prom tat day surely not nice....haiz..
gotten a dress on...3days back. ya. like the dress alot. but it doesn't match the criteria for the prom! :(((( cry! and the guys say didn't look ok...ya..
I DUN HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF! NO ONE CAN SAVE ME! *WEEP.......
HAIZ.
Hope to loook really good on tat day!!!!

2005-10-07T02:54:00.000+08:00

Heyy. Its Meisy's birthday!!! haha. Happie Birthday to YOU! LOVE YA MEIS! AND ALL THE NP PPL> :))

~Jia Jia~
back here again.

Prelims over

2005-09-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

YEAH! PRELIM'S OVER. BUT ITS THE STARTING OF THE LAST WAR.!!! OLEVELS COMING!!! OMG. ARGH. STRESS!! HOW?STUDYYYY!
got some results back. iI FAILED COMBINE HUMANITIES!!!! I HATE IT! FELT ANGRY OF MYSELF! haiz......i wanna go 3 mth JC. sad......no hope.
I WANT TO TURN BACK TIME!
1 MONTH LEFT GONNA DO SOMETHING. YA. JIA YOU BAH!

~Jia Jia~
there's still a ray of light. grab it tight an don't let go of every minute and every second. do it ur best and win this war. fight it beautifully. don't be afraid. believe u can do it. and bring back glory.

WoOts

2005-09-03T13:28:00.000+08:00

woOts. hey. i am back. forgot abt eveything.its not the end of the world! I HAVE MY DEAREST FRIENDS! hees. i am now happie. no more sad dayys yeah! Hip hO!! today is the end of term 3. starting of holiday and INTENSIVE TRAINING! HAH! seems very cham lidat right?. haha. ya. it is. today is the starting of prelim also. OMG! watch superstar the wholedayy AND. nv study! haiyo. i nv study for chinese and the han zhi i everything DUNNO!! how? think prepare to fail le.. :( I DUN WANNA FAIL>> I WAN TO GET A2!! hmm nvm. den today was realli tired. schedule: 6 wake up. 7 go sch. 8 prepare. 8.10-10.10 chinese paper 1. 10.30-12 chinese paper2. 2.30-4 social studies. OMG>> ITS REALLI TIRING! i rememer and recide the things until mad.! last minute work! :p hah. and we stay in the hall until 4.30 lidat lor. giving out wksts and etc.. and the PROGRESS REPORT FOr CA2.. i got L1R5: 30. tat was realli bad. everyone in NP get better than me. :(will start to BI MEN SI GUO FRM MONDAY ONWARDS! :) yayaya. not going out. just satying at home. :) yay. watch tv- cartoons and slp . haha. i am childish. :) yap. tata bye. ;)

I am Happie. i am sad. i am sorri. to make u mad. haha.
~Jia Jia~

ARGH

2005-08-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

ARGH!! I AM SO DAMN PISSED OF BY EVERYTHING. CAN SEE FRM MY FACE.
MUST START STUDYING. YA. OR ELSE I WILL FLUNK EVERYTHING.
WHY AM I SO SILLY. TO WAIT STUPIDLY. OMG. DUNNO Y. OK. SHE IS PRETTY. YA. I SURRENDER. BUT SOMEDAY. MAYBE I WILL TELL U. THE THING TAT HAVE BEEN KEEPING IN MY HEART FOR 2 YRS.. SO LONG RITE. HAHA. SEE, I AM STUPID. TO WAIT FOR SO LONG. SO WANNA FORGET U... REALLYY. THE ONE WHO HURTS ME. MAYBE I SHOULDN'T CHEAT MYSELF.THEREFORE. I WILL FORGET U.

i AM A stUPID pERSON!
~JIA JIA~

haiz

2005-08-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

tml's another long day hmms. gonna be sian. yap. today gotta a sick spell man. was having a real headache again. sick of it. oh my. i've got oral this wed. gotta jia you. and dun wanna affect my result again! :) gonna go le. yapp. byee. :)

I am not myself
~Jia Jia~

O level chi results

2005-08-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

today we took back our olevel's chi results. i was not happy with it. i wanna and maybe gonna take a retest. ya.
i was damn sad with my oral. i only had a pass. which was like so throw face and shameful. as for my siblings all had distinction and merits. omg. i was such a let down. :(
cried today...realy cried until very cham. couldn't hold it for long. tat maybe was the worse day of all....and i will become crazy when the whole results were out nxt yr. really going bonkers. y? can't i get the results i wanted!!! i wanted and aimed for a A2 but i had a B3 and i wanted a merit for oral but ended up with only a PASS! i am such a failure! i am so damn lousy k.
wat if and even if i took the retest. my oral will still pull me down grade. i hate it! really!
haiz..
thanks my classmates and the np ppl for ur concern. i really appreciate it. thanks alot. :)

I am SAD
~Jia Jia~

I am sad

2005-08-04T07:18:00.000+08:00

Heyy. haha i am in alicia's house!! hahaa.. blogging noww....
sian sian sian... dunno wat lor. the si alicia. is now scolding me. haha.jkjk. she is just chanting.
she say me LAME and bai chi! haha she also lor.she's now looking so diaoz..and her hair soo messy.haha..
actually my motive in her house is to blogg abt smthing sad..but now u see la. how can i? haiyo.. soo i will blogg nxt time.. haha. :):)

~Jia Jia~
haha. me being disturbed by alicia tan hui ying.

Birthdayys

2005-07-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

27 and 28 JULY:

yaya...haiz. these dayys have soo many ppl birthdayy.woots. gonna be busyy. 27th july is audrey's, cindy ang, and mei yee's BIRTHDAYY.. haha. yapp. wish them a very belated birthdayy!! :) friends forever. haha. and yesterdayy 28th july is Alex's birthday ya. happie belated too alex. :) ya.. these dayy so sian. taking class photos yesterdayy went quite well. yap. wore our class tee. woohoo. nice. :) yapp.we were like wearing our class tee inside and uniform outside.+ a tie.. wah.. it was real hot! and went to the hall. and started arranging ourselves...i stood between, dora and hui ling. ya.. and we smiled and took photos for the formal.yapp. haha. den the informal came. we stripped. infront of everyone. haha. and changed into our class tee. :))) haha. it was real FUN! nice. we really looked nice. and we SMILE.. and say CHEESEEE!! haah. i think i didn't lok at the screen cus it was like soo noisy and i didnt' n0otice tat the uncle was saying 1,2,3 and chiki. omg.... haha. u can imagine.

29 July:

den todayy was like taking our unit photo. ya.. changed full-u at 7.00am and fall- in in our won class in the parade square at 7.20 like tat..den after national anthem, we fall in infront of the general office.. den wait for our turn to take our unit photo. :)) i was sooooo gladd...but sad also... ya..
glad tat we r taking photos. and sad tat we wouldn't be having a full sec 4 squad. i really missed those who didn't come........like adeline, wee teng, kelvin, zhi qing etc.....ya.........haiz.......sad...i really hope tat they will come when we all have our p.o.p. .....feel like crying now......
and also tat it ill be our last photo as a squad together........together.....
den formal, miss tan and alicia was by my side. and i was holding a drill cane. ya..haha. took the photo...was ok.....and when informal, the banner came in. designed by me, meisy, angie, peiru, claire and alicia. yapp. :) it was nice. and we all stand together. got me, angie, meis, and claire. haha. claire was sitting on my leg and meis on claires leg and angie by my side, beside mr tan. yap..den chee wee and melvin changed cap..mel wore pick cap. and chee wee wore SI's beret and angie wore mr tan's pick cap and jordai wear kelvin's pick cap....haha. me still the same. :)) beret.
things went well.. after tat we stayed at np bench and took photos. alot. with the guyys and Ci's..den the girls and guys...blah blah.....realllly cherish the moments together. ya......
miss you all lots.....
den everything ended well...

went to meisy's house with peiru. alicia. angie and cheng xi. we watched ghost train... it was scary. and also very touching.. i cried... haha. silly me. den was like meis and cheng xi in the room and meis father came home.. i ran to her room and acted like accompanying her and cheng xi like tat. haha. den waited and waited. and was like cheng xi wanna go and so he told me to open the door and asked to to check if mei's father was outside...den the corridor was clear. jumped down the stairs.. siao lor. got the bomb bomb sound. and he took his bag and ran away with his boots...haha. super hilarious. he was like a theft like tat lor.

den after tat pay and play and play and went home.was sooo tired.. ya. tat's all.byebye. ;)

Hope u could like me once.
~Jia Jia~